"I am," he mumbled before Crowley's lips were on his again. Kol couldn't deny, he sort of liked the almost possessive quality in that short kiss.
"Who needs Christmas cards anyway." he said, a wave of his hand dismissing the idea entirely. His attention was drawn at the next set of things said, though. Made him realize what he'd said before. "No way is it inevitable, there's always a way out." And somehow, he actually believed that. He truly believed, one way or another, they'd find a way around all this mess. "Are you serious? After the hissy fit I threw at my sister over making a deal, you think I'd do that?" he shook his head, "And anyway, I didn't say I'd found anything, that I was looking. Big difference." Even if he did have something incredibly stupid and probably deserving or worse than a punch in mind. He still wasn't even sure if he was going through with that. Mentioning it seemed in bad form.