Ruby watched him with the book for a few moments as he planned for them, stay here for a little while then move somewhere else. Staying together is what he was saying even if he didn't really mean together it seemed he couldn't leave her. And that meant something. And she could rest, she could lie there in the trap, curl up in the corner and pretend to sleep as he did whatever he was going to do. Thought it all out probably. She doubted it had left his mind since she said it. But she was talking too much. To be honest she didn't think she could help it.
Just being around him made her want to try and explain herself, to maybe take that look off his face, she hated that look more than anything. Despised that she'd done this to him.
"Before I knew you, its been in the works from before you or any of the others were born. I know what he did to you but to me he was something completly different. And no, of course it doesn't make it okay that I lied for this long but you can't fake love like that. Every time I feel asleep in your arms or you made love to me or even just, were there. Just being in your company. It was the most amazing thing I ever experianced and I never expected it. I just got so caught up in it. To the point that Lilith noticed I'd been lax in contacting her. I was supposed to, she always expected updates and she hasn't gotten them in a long time."
She curled back up in the corner, turned away from him and looking even smaller than usual. "Do you still love me?. You don't have to like me ro love me...you do don't you?"