Maybe she needed it. The reminder of the one time in her life when she had been good and right and what she should be. Not this broken thing she was now. So maybe the Gods or whatever it was. Maybe they gave her back Anakin's lightsaber for that. It wouldn't entirely surprise Tahiri, higher beings tended to have life lessons. Even Jedi Masters tended to have life lessons. Even if they weren't listened to. But she didn't understand all the same, all that Buffy said was confusing to her
"Lilith. Its not a name I know, and demons, those are only legends of the worlds, rumours and tricks. nothing of seals and world endings. I've seen worlds end. I've been there, I helped him de..."
Why her? Why was she chosen. She did not deserve to be chosen and now she could not return to face justice for Pelleon. For what she had done in the name of a Sith Lord who had promised her so much and given her nothing in return but lies.
"Then if I can't get home what am I supposed to do now. If I was chosen, then what was I chosen for?"