He needed to stop saying that, that she wasn't like the others that she was better. She wasn't like the others, she was the one Azazel had chosen. But here and now, with Sam hugging her. She felt different, felt better than ever. He took the time to push her hair back behind her ear and he looked at her. He seemed like he could see right in her heart.
She sort of hoped not.
"I'm fine. I just. I need you. I need us, right now. I love you and I'm scared all this stupid pregnant talk has made you not want me anymore and I don't know what to do if thats true. I can't imagine you not being mine. I just can't. So, I need you. Just kiss me, just kiss me and then throw me down and get the handcuffs and just..."
It was complex and confusing and horrible. She hated feeling like this, hated feeling like nothing in her life made sense, just because of what he'd said. Just because of a few words spoken in love. Ruby just wanted him right now to prove to her that he loved her for her. Not because she was the demon that was different, good. It needed to be more or what did they have. What were they worth.
"I'm just scared is all. I'm just not used to caring so much about the opinion of one human, and I do, and its your opinion and I want to be sure I'm who you want. If that makes any sense at all?"