Buffy wouldn't have blamed Spike if he told her to get lost. It might have been better for both of them if he did, but deep down she knew he could never say 'no' to her. Was it horrible of her to ask that of him? Buffy wasn't sure. All she knew was that in that moment she needed to be loved by someone who didn't want anything from her and who really understood her. Only one person fit that bill.
Buffy took Spike's hand in hers and followed Spike back to the couch. She sat down next to him and pulled her legs up underneath her to get comfortable before placing her head on his chest. One hand reached up to rest just under her head on his chest and she nuzzled in.