Was he mocking her somehow?, Probably he was. Of course she didn't know everything about what was going on. She doubted he did either. He definitely wouldn't have known about all of Azazel's failsafes, stratagies. All destroyed with one bullet from that dammed Colt. But she was proud to be following on with his plan. Proud to have been chosen."I know what Azazel told me. Thats all I need to know. The angels...I didn't even know you had a part in it. Did he know?"
The way he talked about Sam made her more nervous than she cared to admit, maybe she'd been too fixated on him, on her love for him. She had to hide it. She had no choice of course. But the rest, was it so unusual she could have grown to care?.
"He's going to be what he's been destined for since the night Mary Winchester made a deal. He's going to be more special than he could ever imagine, He's going to free Lucifer, Thats what I know. And, well I'm leading him there, leading him to his destiny. I don't want him hurt. I don't want him to want for anything because when my father rises, Sam's gonna be the one to do it. He'll be rewarded in ways he can't even imagine"
She knew talk like that was why Kira called her deluded. But it was still true. Azazel would never have lied to her like that.