It felt like a slap in the face and then like her body was on fire. She pulled away momentarily, her eyes narrowing as she straightened again, "pissing me off will only make me go slower." She said through clenched teeth.
And then, a second later, she forced her face to soften, "Ollie, it hurts too much." She said in a fake pleading tone, but her expression changed again less than a second later, a mix of fear and determination, "do it. Get rid of it." She said before hissing, "shut up!"