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Anakin Solo is judging you with his eyes (jedislight) wrote in wariscoming, @ 2011-06-17 01:31:00

Who: Anakin Solo. Open to family, or narrative works as well.
What:Grief. :|
When: Tonight
Where: Tahiri's place
Warnings: A is for angst.
[ooc note: A steady wave of guilt and sadness for Force users reaction. Anakin is just very small and faint in it. Not gone, just quieter then normal.]


Tahiri was gone. It felt as though a part of him was gone as well. Her things disappeared as well as her presence, and Anakin didn't know what to do with himself. He hadn't eaten all day, and didn't feel like eating now that night had fallen. He didn't want to meditate, though that's what he felt in his heart he should be doing. His heart wasn't a thing he wanted to listen to. It said Tahiri was going back to Jacen. She was going to forget everything, and things were going to be as they were supposed to. Jacen would manipulate her into being his apprentice, and everything he had worked to accomplish would die all over again.

Light and hope would fade, and she wouldn't even remember. He wanted to think positively, but when he tried Solo luck stayed true to form and always went backwards. Tahiris apartment was quiet, normally he was just fine with that. This particular night, all it did was cause him heart ache. Grief. Only the slightest comfort by the scent of her left behind in their bed. He curled up in the blankets that still faintly felt like her and closed his eyes. Trying to find a center was an important thing, but his grief was making it difficult. Knowing she went back to that place of uncertainty terrified him.

He wished he could know what would happen, he wished he would have told her he loved her before she disappeared for who knew how long. They said maybe she'd come back. That the seal was unpredictable. Anakin couldn't back it up with fact that she would remember, or things would be different. He was too literal for his own good sometimes. He was good at many things, blind faith was not one of them lately.