She couldn't have imagined that. The closest, she supposed, was when she'd thought she was that PA in the firm Zachariah had made them all believe they worked in. When the memories had felt so real but they hadn't been. She tried not to think about it too much, thinking about her little girl generally was a surefire way to annoy the demon. And she didn't know if she could have any of her own so the best way was not to think about it at all, which just on occasion lead to that muffled weird feeling she figured Jack meant. And he was probably right, there were probably stuff he was supposed to know that he just didn't get. He'd pick it up in time all going to plan. There were friendships and memories and experiances he had to get back on track with, and he would. She knew he would. It would just take time. "Don't push it too hard either" she warned. "Can't be the healthiest way to go about all this."
She laughed at the refrence to pie. Close but no cigar. "Pie isn't me no, You're looking at my brother in law Dean for pie. And no Jack, its not lame. Its another weird thing the seal does to people. Its another thing you have to get past." She thought about how long he'd been gone, "A few months. You were around when we were all thrown into a crazy hellfuture, then not long after that you were just gone." It was horrible how the seal did that, ripped friendships away from people.
"You had your own place yeah. But then everyone around here has somewhere to call their own. All we need to do is get you set back up and who knows, maybe things'll be clearer." Hopefully anyway, he deserved things to be clearer. Though that's what today was, right. Helping with all of that, she knew there were other things she'd have to explain if he didn't get his memories back. How she'd been working for Lucifer, or well, for Azazel but had switched sides, how she'd wound up married to a hunter, and his stuff too, training with Jacen Solo, getting into ridiculous trouble with Puckerman. All sorts of things. But that could come later. There was so much more to focus on first.
"You remember about me and how coffee should taste, right? Like tar, so much like tar you should be able to stand a spoon up in it and have it stay there. Lets go get espressos"