Juliet hadn't even noticed Dean come out of his room with the running water she was trying to focus so hard on. Using it as a center point and trying to force the emotion to come to a stand still that poured from her like that running water. She wasn't that kind of girl. She didn't cry, at least that was the mantra she was trying to convince herself of. Her emotions didn't want to comply and betrayed her. Dean wanted to die, she thought everything had been going okay. He hadn't been drinking, they'd gone out a few times, and then he was poisoned and it felt like her entire world stopped. She couldn't even explain it, it wasn't like she'd known him that long but getting poisoned had scared her.
He didn't want to be healed. She couldn't help but wonder if it was her fault. Dean hadn't ever attempted suicide before as far as she knew until she came into the picture. So any logical person would wonder, right? Then Dean was behind her and she looked up from the faucet.
"Didn't realize you were awake yet. Do you need anything?" She asked softly, trying to ignore the fact that her face was stained with tears and her vision was blurred with tears. A hand came up to her face in attempt to wipe them away. "I think I should be the one apologizing or something.." She didn't try to struggle away from him despite being angry, hurt, and confused. She didn't necessarily feel like being touched, but it wasn't terrible either. Her eyes closed as she looked downward and reached to turn off the sink.
"I feel like such an idiot." It was the same thing that she'd told'd Ruby, but it was true. She hadn't felt stupider then she did then. She rested one of her hands against his arm and tried to focus on breathing instead of the water. It hadn't been helping for squat anyway. For the most part she was quiet and seemed to lack the vibrant energy that she usually emanated on a typical basis. She was tired, she hadn't slept since Dean had been poisoned, having spent most of the time checking on him. Making sure that Anna really had gotten it all. It wasn't helping with her frazzled nerves.