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winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscoming,
@ 2011-01-14 22:14:00

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ruby, sam winchester

WHO: Sam & Ruby
WHAT: It's a science project. What happens when you put Envy and Lust together in a closed environment without any supervision?
WHEN: Evening.
WHERE: THE PANIC ROOM.
RATING: HIGH.

Deep down, Sam knew that this was wrong. He shouldn't have been running around and flirting with all those other women - harassing some of them, even - just as he shouldn't have been been so carelessly driving Ruby more and more insane with his behavior. Furthermore, Sam shouldn't have agreed to come down here, to the panic room. Shouldn't have begged Ruby for the blood. And he sure as hell should not have opened that metal door, ordered Dean to get out now, and stepped aside carelessly as his brother made his escape. To where? Michael? The end? His death? His gut instinct begged for Sam to pursue him - forget about the sex and blood, it said, Dean needs you; he's gonna get himself killed - but instead, Sam walked over to the cot lodged against the far wall and plopped down on top of it.

The panic room was a valuable place, especially to him. This was where he had detoxed, back when everyone had found out about his demon blood addiction. This room, these walls - everything about it screamed of bitter memory, pain, and horror. It was only worse now that Dean was also playing the role of victim here, trapped inside against his will, carrying on with the same twisted mindset that Sam had carried himself during his stay here. Except it was worse.

And Sam still couldn't find it in himself to go after him. He cared, sure (if he didn't, that unpleasant feeling wouldn't have been twisting around in his gut), but his priorities were a little...skewed. He'd have sex with Ruby. Once. Or twice. Maybe three times, capped off with a little extra blood for the road. Yes, she had said that he'd only get just enough for the sex, but, well...

Lust was a powerful thing. And he was beginning to crave far more than just the feel of her warm body now that the thought of Ruby's blood was bright and fresh in his mind. Licking at his lips, Sam clasped his large hands together and looked to the door. She'd be down soon. With the blood. So much blood.

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frostandsnow
2011-01-23 11:24 pm UTC (link)

She wasn't suprised when he told her what he wanted. He did have his favourites when it came to their sex life, and he had always enjoyed tying her up, or down, or wherever seemed most conveniant. In this case it happened to be the straps on the bed, all the better for him to take what he wanted from her. And she'd already begun to get her reward when he slammed her back into the wall, hands gripping her hips tightly. Her man really knew how to please her. He always had. He was staring at her like there was nothing or no one else in the world but the two of them. Ruby knew what she did to Sam, she'd always known. And once upon a time she'd used it to his detriment. But now it was different. Now they were together and that was all that was important. Because you didn't just look at someone like that if you didn't love them.

He told her to lie down and Ruby obayed wih a murmered yes sliding down from her position against the wall to lie on the bed, hands and feet falling in to place so he could do what he wanted as regards the straps. She had some idea of how it would go, he'd get her where he wanted her and then he'd cut her. Take her blood. She knew on some level that she should refuse him. Tell him it was better if it was just sex, just proving it was she, and only she, that he wanted. But she wouldn't. No, Ruby already knew Sam was going to get his fix from her, and a great part of her didn't care. He got what he wanted, he always gto what he wanted.

He was smirking at her again, just watching her much as she knew full well he knew every inch of her. "Take what you want" she told him, still with the cockiness of her previous life. The game wasn't over. "But remember what you promised me."

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ex_demonbloo908
2011-01-26 06:21 am UTC (link)

Sam didn't wait around. He dragged her wrists in place and sealed them tightly within the straps, leaving Ruby very little room to move as she pleased. That was the point. She didn't get to move like she wanted. Sam was the one in charge here; Ruby was just gonna have to sit back and enjoy the ride. Ankles were quick to follow suit, large hands pinning them down against the tiny makeshift bed as firmly as they could, before Sam was fully satisfied with where Ruby was positioned. Take what you want, Ruby had advised. He had her permission. It was all that Sam and his incredibly large craving needed. Ruby's say so. Now that he had it, what could have possibly held him back? The sins were easily clouding both of their judgments, making them do things that they both knew better than to willingly give into. Unhealthy doses of sex. Unwarranted threats in places where they didn't belong. Now, this. The demon blood. The one thing that sent Sam over the edge and into an extremely dark place, with a very high chance of him never being able to come back, and they were diving right on into it without a second thought. Why? Because they could. Because it felt right and because, most importantly, it was what they wanted. What Sam wanted.

Finding the knife was a quick and easy process. Figuring out where he wanted to drain her, alternately, was a little more difficult. His lust for her blood was overpowering, but it still meshed in with Sam's unbearable physical attraction to her. That perfect, little body. Sam loved everything about it - from the turn of her neck to the curves of her hips, he honestly couldn't figure out where he wanted to begin. Breath coming out in heavy, desperate huffs, Sam anxiously ran his eyes over her body repeatedly. Here she was. Vulnerable and ready. His. And he couldn't make a goddamn decision.

Brows knitting together in frustration, Sam decided to point the blade at the top of Ruby's chest. He'd take it from her there. Then he'd take it again, someplace else. Then somewhere else after that. Ruby had said yes to him drinking from her just this one time, but he knew that he'd be able to convince her to give him more later. All he had to do was play his cards right, push her in all the right ways - it'd be easy, really, so long as he put all his heart into it. Ruby liked that. Liked when she got his full attention, liked when he acted like she was the only thing in the world that he wanted. Especially lately. Even with his mind all clouded, Sam wasn't entirely blind. He knew that there was something weird going on. But right now? He saw it was more of an advantage than a disability. It had to be if it was enough to convince Ruby to let him drink from her again.

He licked at his lips excitedly, watching with a perverse sort of pleasure as the knife tore through Ruby's flesh. It had been so long since he'd tasted her. So goddamn long.

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frostandsnow
2011-01-30 12:46 pm UTC (link)

She supposed there were women out there that wouldn't have understood this, how easily she let him do these things to her, tie her down, hurt her. Even without the overwhelming need she felt lately to make sure that he was hers and that he wouldn't ever look elsewhere for what he wanted, she enjoyed pleasing him, it didn't make her weak, it was simply that she knew Sam well enough to know that he loved it, and she'd had to drag it out of him even when all she'd been doing was lining him up for Lilith, That dark part of his soul, the blood coursing through his veins, it needed this, it needed control and pain and pleasure. And none of the other women he'd been with could give him as much as she could. No, He needed her. Only her. No one else was worthy of Sam.

He was watching her too, she could almost feel it, his eyes burning into her body, tracing every curve, every inch of her. Her clothing wouldn't surrvive what was to come, she was pretty sure of that too. She watched him consider where to cut and was unsuprised when he seemed to decide on her chest, just there at the curve of her breasts, he'd always enjoyed there, Ruby had to admit she'd been hoping he'd take it from her thigh while pleasuring her but she knew Sam well enough to know that he'd make this all worth her while. His one drink. Just one, just for this and just because he needed it to make it all better.

Because he had asked it of her and he needed it. The blood began to pour from the wound as soon as the knife had lifted and all Ruby could do from her position was meet his gaze. "I love you" she told him knowing he couldn't hold out too long before he lept on her and drank from her. And then he'd be a little different, a little darker and a little more forceful then usual. But that was okay just this one time. She knew how to deal with that Sam as long as he didn't take too much.

He was focusing on nothing else but her, no other woman would even enter his thoughts for the forseeable future.

And there could be nothing better.

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