"I guess we're weirdly lucky that it is our world" she considered, wondering if it was luck that they were native to this place that was falling apart bit by bit as Lucifer tore it down. Was it an advantage, disadvantage? What did it mean for their belief or faith? She wasn't so sure it mattered if you were from here or not. "Teamwork right? Thats the big thing. Trusting the people around you even if they're not from here or used to work for the other side." she added with a wry grin to her friend.
She didn't much want to be reminded of the past if she was honest with herself. That time when she'd felt so alone even if there were people around her, giving her a chance. Sam had been hurting so much and she'd wanted to give in to him so many times but she never had. And much as he wasn't as recovered as Jo thought, well he was better wasn't he. He wanted to be the best, she knew that. There was something inside of him that demanded he be strong for the people he cared about, the best hunter, but she was hopefully showing him he already was. In her mind anyway. "I think, people are drawn together, like you guys, me and Sam. It doesn't just happen, circumstances were against us both Jo and look at us now. You should be screaming latin at me and I should have you hanging from a wall begging to die quick. But...we're here, and you and Chuck are here and in spite of the bad things. Thats what we need to focus on. And who knows, maybe god really is listening."
Ruby looked up at the alter again, wondering what it was, why the word, his name, hurt so much to hear. Was it a carry over from Lucifer, instinct. Because she'd tried to wish that away too but it hadn't left her, the exorcism would still do its job. There was something deeper, unremovable there. She could feel it. Still, Jo's hand was comforting where it was, friendly, and Ruby was greatful to have her as a friend, and chief bridesmaid.
"No moping now, you have a wedding to plan on the quick once Azazel's gone. And much as it hurt, she prayed for that too. He would only hurt Jo and Chuck, and everyone else. "Thanks Jo" she finally said after a moments pause. "For everything you've done for me"