It was a start. Sam prepared for anything was definitely a good thing. She'd make sure he was, as much as she knew how to. That had been the point of the plan after all, get him ready, get him strong. The falling in love, well that had definitely been an unexpected addition. He was right, he really was supposed to hate her. That made sense. He was supposed to be as disgusted with the concept of a relationship with a demon as his brother was.
"We should be some kind of movie" she joked, trying to lighten the intensity they so often shared between them. Its what they were. Its what they always were.
"I mean, look at us, demon and hunter, secret love, epic battle to kill the Queen Demon Bitch?" The reason would make for one of those shock twists the public loved, and Ruby, she'd be the villian, that was her place in all this right? Its what Dean thought, his angel buddy definitely did.
What if she was the bad guy? What if she destroyed him, she hadn't cared before, not like she would now, not at all like she did now.
Her hand went to her chest just for a moment, nothing sudden, he needed to focus on the road.
"They'd hate you if they knew, Dean, the Angel, other Hunters...they would wouldn't they, I mean they already probably don't trust you cause of..." she trailed off, what, the blood, the stories she'd heard about what he'd done to Gordon Walker. Was she leading him down a path that would get him killed before they ever got to Lilith?
Why was breathing so hard now.
"Sam I'm sorry...you shouldn't have to deal with this kind of crap, Dean's right, maybe I am poison. Thats what he always says right?"