Buffy closed her eyes. She wanted to say she was sorry but she didn't think that was going to cut it. "If anyone deserves it it's you," Buffy sighed.. "I know I haven't been fair to you."
She hadn't. She knew that and she hated herself for it. She never wanted to hurt anyone, especially not Booth. She couldn't imagine what it was like, knowing that you were going to go to hell, no matter what you did. It astounded her half the time he was still going, she wondered what she would have given up by now.
"I'm sorry. You might not believe me, but I am. For the last few years..." Buffy's voice trailed off, not really sure how to continue.