In a way it was something Bonnie had said, but Caroline wasn't going to blame her best friend for this. It wasn't like Bonnie had asked her for anything. None of them had. All these years why had any of them stayed her friends?
Looking back now, Caroline really did understand what Bonnie had been saying. She felt horrible for it, she really did. But she still couldn't see why anyone bothered to fight. They were all going to die, why not enjoy the little time they had left? Why spend it being miserable and freaking out.
"You're going to hate me!" Caroline said into the sheets, her voice still muffled. "Everyone is going to hate me."
She stifled a tiny sob. "I'm sorry, I'm so, so, so, sorry!"
She shouldn't have come back here. She should have found somewhere else, anywhere else. Anywhere, so she wouldn't have to see the look on Damon's face when he found out - or figured it out.