That was actually a good question. Sam was pretty sure he hadn't had that many beers, but he had been sitting in the bar for a good while. His mind was kind of fuzzy on that note. "I have had enough." At that, Sam slammed his beer down on the bar loudly. A few heads turned their way, but Sam waved them off with a sweep of one long arm. "I think blue hair is very strange. I don't want my hair to be blue! It'd look funny. I'd be -" Sam bit his lip and frowned. "Like a clown with blue hair. And I hate clowns. They are the most ridiculously terrifying creatures out there and I am telling you this as a man who has seen a lot scary things." Even though he had just declared that he'd had enough to drink, Sam reached out and picked up his beer again for another sip. Clowns. Ugh. That really wasn't the type of thing that he needed to put on his mind at the moment. Killer fucking clowns.
"It's good that you're from the boards," Sam told her. "Now I don't have to pretend that I'm..." He put out a hand and attempted quotations. "Normal. I used to be so good at it. But now I forget a lot." Sam laughed. "Or maybe that's just right now. What was your name again?" She must have been relatively new if Sam didn't recognize her on sight. He might have been pretty far gone, but he still had enough of a mind to remember that much, at least. "I'm here 'cause I need a break from my kind of crazy. Sometimes it makes other kinds of crazy look pretty average." Sam tapped at the mouth of his bottle slowly. "I have a problem. With myself. It makes it hard for me to be around people. Or...a certain type of people. It's no good." Definitely wasn't any good. He couldn't be around his girlfriend, nor could he safely walk into a hunt when there was a chance he might end up feeding off of the monsters he was trying to kill off in the first place. Sam definitely wanted to get better, but the road to recovery was tougher than he had thought it would be. That was why, on nights like this, he had to find some sort of relief. Alcohol was as good as it got. It was nowhere near as strong or powerful as the demon blood had been, but it did it's job well enough.