"Accordingly? I was engaged and wanted someone else; wanted you. You shouldn't be angry for acting the way you did, you didn't have anyone to be loyal to. I did."
Poor Much. She hadn't really thought about what this would do to him. She wanted to ignore him, at least until this was over with. But she couldn't pretend he didn't exist until she felt like she wanted to talk to him it wasn't fair on him. He was owed an apology too.
She got worried for a moment when he didn't seem to agree about the idea of trying for a family, but his question made her smile through the few tears that were rolling down her cheeks. They had taken the decision to be careful, because of what this place was like. And yet everywhere would be dangerous, it would not matter if they had a child here or home...And she couldn't have one back home. She was moments away from death back home. And she would not live her life not having that family with him.