Glory/Ben (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} hopeandglory) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} wariscoming,@ 2010-03-16 23:05:00 |
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What: Meeting I should have started last week but didn't cause of fail :(
Where: Cafe in Lawrence
When: (I will link to the comm thread asap)
Rating: TBD shouldn't be high.
Status: In Progress
Meeting the Slayer, it was something he knew he had to do just to get an in with Dawn. It wouldn't be as long or drawn out as before because it wouldn't be genuine would it. Ben had considered Buffy a friend, someone he might even have cared about one day. He had considered her part of that real life he'd wanted. But that had been taken away from him, partly because of her, and now. Now he was mostly just bitter at the world and everyone in it. Even this world with everything so different. Though it was giving him a chance wasn't it. This world, that demon and her seals. It was giving him a chance to live because it was giving Glory that same chance.
So he sat in the cafe waiting on the Slayer, wondering just what he'd say to Buffy Summers when she arrived, wondering would Glory be able to maintain her cool and leave him in control. Wondering a lot of things, and not thinking about weather she would want a latte and if she still took her coffee the same way. If nothing else she'd gone native. Or so the story went. The gossipy attitude was more Glory than him. But it was no less true. Buffy had found someone and moved on with her life, she'd had a hand in destroying everything he might have become one day and gone on with her life. Saved the world. It was all well and good to say but no one had thought about saving him. And now, she didn't even know it. Thanks to Glory's magic she just thought of him as that nice nurse that she'd flirted with and had helped her out once. That was it. And that was better.
He was getting better at acting every day. Thanks to the hell bitch in his mind.
Where was she?. He was getting impatient. That was Glory too, and the sooner he got her out of him for good, the better. They still had their deal after all, it was all that he could do. It wasn't his fault, the things she did. He wasn't to blame. Ben, just wanted to live, and didn't he deserve to as much as anyone else.
"Stop angsting, she'll totally think its lame. Because it is Ben, its lame."
He'd be rid of her for good, he thought, ignoring the actual voice in his head. God he hated her.
So he sat in the cafe waiting on the Slayer, wondering just what he'd say to Buffy Summers when she arrived, wondering would Glory be able to maintain her cool and leave him in control. Wondering a lot of things, and not thinking about weather she would want a latte and if she still took her coffee the same way. If nothing else she'd gone native. Or so the story went. The gossipy attitude was more Glory than him. But it was no less true. Buffy had found someone and moved on with her life, she'd had a hand in destroying everything he might have become one day and gone on with her life. Saved the world. It was all well and good to say but no one had thought about saving him. And now, she didn't even know it. Thanks to Glory's magic she just thought of him as that nice nurse that she'd flirted with and had helped her out once. That was it. And that was better.
He was getting better at acting every day. Thanks to the hell bitch in his mind.
Where was she?. He was getting impatient. That was Glory too, and the sooner he got her out of him for good, the better. They still had their deal after all, it was all that he could do. It wasn't his fault, the things she did. He wasn't to blame. Ben, just wanted to live, and didn't he deserve to as much as anyone else.
"Stop angsting, she'll totally think its lame. Because it is Ben, its lame."
He'd be rid of her for good, he thought, ignoring the actual voice in his head. God he hated her.