InsaneJournal

The moment Marian realised this was actually going to happen, she slammed the notebook shut. She had been ready for years, but knew it wasn't allowed. She would not allow herself to be looked down upon if anyone found out the truth, that she had given herself before marriage so easily. She would be disgraced. Even if she thought it was worth it.

Picking up the laptop, she placed it on a table she had before biting her lip. He would be here any minute, wouldn't he? And she would no longer be a maid. She loved him and was going to be his wife, but she was going to be his lover now. Oh she wasn't stupid, she knew he had women in the past, and the thought scared her. What if she wasn't good enough?

It was then she heard a knock on her bedroom door. She hadn't expected that she would have to let him in...Moving to the door, she opened it and gave a nervous smile. "Hello..."