I love words, I can't help it. Though considering you're an accomplished author, I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm better with them than you. Well, maybe the stories you tell next aren't yours, maybe you pull inspiration from others instead. Take your new protagonist, for example. If there were a rainstorm keeping her awake, and all she could think about was the man she's not supposed to want to the point she reached out to him, what would she have done next?