RP: Gushing and Friendly Comfort Who: Addi and Zee When: Friday, November 3, 2009 What: The girls gush over the proposal and also confide in each other. Warnings: Feelings Public/Private: Private
MM to Kitten⭐: I keep having this, that didn't really happen... then I look at my hand and freak out all over again MM to Kitten⭐: freaking ridiculous MM to Kitten⭐: I'm fairly certain I look crazy with how much I've been smiling. Like some bad comic book villain.. MM to Kitten⭐: how are you? I feel like I had fifty cups of coffee, but I only had 2 so far.
MM to Zee🍬: It did happen and it was amazing! MM to Zee🍬: And that ring is gorgeous! MM to Zee🍬: Aside from puking my guts out and barely sleeping the last few nights, I'm great.
MM to Kitten⭐: he's ridiculous and I'm spoiled rotten.. he even starts my mornings with coffee, that has to be the definition of spoiled MM to Kitten⭐: I'm sorry, is there anything I can do? I heard fantastic things about ginger candies?
MM to Zee🍬: You are absolutely spoiled rotten. MM to Zee🍬: No, I just need to make my decision and tough it out one way or the other, you know?
MM to Kitten⭐: swear that you love me anyway? Besides, you're totally partly to blame, you spoil me too! MM to Kitten⭐: Any closer to choosing?
MM to Zee🍬: Of course I do! <3 You're my favorite letter ;) MM to Zee🍬: I'm... not sure. I'm so bloody terrified about what keeping it would mean, but I'm also not sure I have it in me to choose not to. If it was Roberto's, there would be no question. But it's not. It's Phillip's, and that muddles things a bit. MM to Zee🍬: I just don't want to have to choose :(
MM to Kitten⭐: I don't mean to point out the obvious but these sort of situations are time sensitive and after so long... the choice is out of your hands. MM to Kitten⭐: we can run away together? Live on an island in the tropics, be myths to sailors the two hotties that live in a tropical paradise. MM to Kitten⭐: I really wish I could do more to help. You know our door is always open 💛
MM to Zee🍬: You wouldn't leave Hype behind, and there's no boys allowed on our island in the tropics ;) MM to Zee🍬: I know mon amie. And I know I don't have much more time to decide. MM to Zee🍬: I think I'm going to go to France this weekend, spend some time with my family, get some advice from my mum
MM to Kitten⭐: I might, you look better in a bikini than he does. Trust me. MM to Kitten⭐: Keep me updated? I'm going to be buried under inventory this weekend, but i will be thinking about my favorite Kitten💛
MM to Zee🍬: Are you saying you've seen him in a bikini? MM to Zee🍬: I will, of course MM to Zee🍬: It was so awkward going to the masquerade on Saturday and not drinking. I arranged with the bartender to give me non-alcoholic drinks that looked alcoholic though so no one would suspect. MM to Zee🍬: But I'm glad I went. I wouldn't have wanted to miss that proposal! Seriously, I don't know how anyone could possibly top that one!!
MM to Kitten⭐: He still owes me from our very first bet.. I wonder if I could get him to pay up this weekend MM to Kitten⭐: that's definitely good that the bartender helped out! I'm sorry you had to though, I didn't even think about it. I know at least 2, if not more, peopl that would have noticed if you only had soda or something MM to Kitten⭐: I'm glad you went too! It wouldn't be the same without you. It was freaking perfect! I feel like we have to have some sort of epic wedding!! I have no idea where to even start with all of that. MM to Kitten⭐: I feel so bad gushing all over you because you have so much more going on, please don't hesitate to tell me I'm being nauseating and to zip it?
MM to Zee🍬: Good luck! And take pictures if he does ;) MM to Zee🍬: Exactly. And I know how much Vieve and Coop want a baby, so I'm just not ready to go to them yet MM to Zee🍬: It was perfect! And you definitely will have an epic wedding!! Though no one says you have to start now ;) MM to Zee🍬: Don't ever feel bad for being excited about what's going on in your life. I'm excited for you mon amie and I can't wait to help you plan the wedding of your dreams!
MM to Kitten⭐: you know I will, new background for my phone. MM to Kitten⭐: I understand. I'm here for you for whatever you need, even if it's holding your hand when you do. MM to Kitten⭐: oh I haven't started at all. Still having the, did that really happen? Moments. MM to Kitten⭐: I don't even know what that is yet. Such a long road, totally taking my time. I need to get through the holidays first, they are going to be crazy.
MM to Zee🍬: Perfect! MM to Zee🍬: You'll sort out what your dream wedding is when you're good and ready to :) besides, it might be a good idea to help Quinn figure out hers first lol MM to Zee🍬: So, there's been a thought circling in my head making it feel impossible to make a decision, but I'm a bit nervous about admitting it 'out loud'
MM to Kitten⭐: I promise that I had zero ideas of being married before her. There's something I sort of want to do before he and I walk down the aisle and that's still in the works... MM to Kitten⭐: what's that?
MM to Zee🍬: Oh is there? What is that? MM to Zee🍬: Okay, so the day Phillip and I found out, he made a comment about us getting married, something like waiting to wait until after we get married, as if that's obviously where we're going, and I panicked a bit MM to Zee🍬: I don't know if I WANT to marry him, and I can't help but think that if I'm going to have a baby with him, I should want to marry him. And if I don't, then I probably shouldn't want a baby with him
MM to Kitten⭐: just a few more adventures. Try for a little bit MM to Kitten⭐: That sounds like something you shouldn't have to shoulder alone. Does it change how you feel about him now?
MM to Zee🍬: What do you mean? Trying for a baby? Do you want to have a baby before you get married? MM to Zee🍬: I honestly don't know. I love him but I'm not sure I feel ready for these kinds of huge decisions with him. MM to Zee🍬:And I miss having adventure in my life. Things have gotten so... predictable
MM to Kitten⭐: I don't think I need to have one before we do, but I want to have a fun period of time where I'm not fretting about work, and we can enjoy being engaged, trying for children, and enjoying being with each other. Does that sound terribly selfish? I want children, and I want to be trying now, I'm enjoying it. MM to Kitten⭐: That might be the answer for you
MM to Zee🍬: Selfish? No, of course not. You two deserve to spend time enjoying being engaged before kids and marriage come, but there's also nothing wrong with not actively preventing pregnancy if you both are open to it happening. Just enjoy the ride, you know? MM to Zee🍬: I don't know what the answer is. Nothing feels right, keeping it or not keeping it. That's why I think I need to get away, at least just for the weekend.
MM to Kitten⭐: that's exactly it. It's why I don't think we will tell anyone we are trying until we are pregnant. When it's supposed to happen, it will. We just aren't going to stand in the way. MM to Kitten⭐: it might help to get away from him and clear your head. Especially being your parents, having them to lean on. Take lots of beautiful pictures to torment me while I do inventory?
MM to Zee🍬: That sounds like a really good mentality to have :) better than mine MM to Zee🍬: That's my thought. And of course I will! I might even do a bit of sketching not design related! Gasp!
MM to Kitten⭐: It sounds far more put together than the flying by the seat of our knickers does. I think our families would be a bit scandalized that we were doing this.. MM to Kitten⭐: Oh that would be wonderful! Be sure to sketch at least one tree in lingerie that I can put up on the fridge all proud like?
MM to Zee🍬: Who cares what anyone thinks? You two are obviously madly in love and have an amazing future ahead of you. That's all that matters ♥ MM to Zee🍬: LOL omg I love you. Thank you, I needed that laugh.
MM to Kitten⭐: thanks. I am ridiculously in love with that man. Did I tell you what we did ON my birthday? Making love under the northern lights was like something out of a romance movie, but not in that cheese way.. more the.. take your breath away sort. MM to Kitten⭐: of course! I really do expect a similar picture to put on my fridge if you ever draw it. ;)
MM to Zee🍬: Awww omg that is so romantic!!! You are one lucky, spoiled witch! MM to Zee🍬: Who else would I give a picture like that to?
MM to Kitten⭐: it's why I have to blow his socks off on his birthday. MM to Kitten⭐: Cooper, he's weird like that. Maybe even Fitz, he seems to be amused by that weird stuff Cooper does.
MM to Zee🍬: Any ideas yet? MM to Zee🍬: Hardly, they don't deserve a picture that special, not like you do ;)
MM to Kitten⭐: a few. I debated an adventure, picking a random trip packed full of bad ass activities. His birthday is in April though, so I have time to figure something out. A surprise party doesn't feel like enough either.. MM to Kitten⭐: I mean.. can't argue a good point ;) MM to Kitten⭐: Don't tell Hype, I think you're my favorite human. 💛 how early are you leaving for France? Think you might have time for a barely awake letter before you go? I'll bring at you and eat your food?
MM to Zee🍬: I think an adventure of some sort is the right idea :) MM to Zee🍬: I'm leaving right after work. Vieve is going to apparate me down there (thank god for magic! And a sister who can apparate intercontinentally) MM to Zee🍬: But maybe when I get back on Sunday you can come over? We'll do dinner and ice cream :)