RP: A Lovely Birthday Who: Kit/Astoria When: Wednesday, August 30 Where: Kit's flat What: It's Astoria's birthday! Warnings: NSFW
Lunch with Blaise had been lovely, but then she never expected less when she spent time with her best friend. Having lunch together on their birthday had become something of a tradition over the years if he didn't have a partner insistent on stealing him away for the entire day or series of days or week even, and it was one they hoped they'd continue to observe even as their lives became more tangled with boyfriends and maybe children someday. And though she'd told him many times that he was dreadfully impossible to shop for, she'd managed to pick out a new watch for him, the latest in that gadgetry, and he'd seemed to like it well enough. It was a gorgeous and sleek watch, something fitting for a man of his stature.
And then he'd given her the gift he'd chosen for her. When she opened it, she blushed crimson at the admittedly lovely chemise. That was Blaise, though, even when he was buying an inappropriate gift like this, it was still gorgeous and classy and something she could actually see herself wearing. The difference was, she was imagining herself wearing it for Kit, and she'd never been more grateful that they'd been seated on a private balcony. He'd made up for it with the real gift he'd picked for her, a stunning dress that she thought she might wear to the theater next time.
But when she'd left him, she'd stopped off at home first to put her gifts away. Though she was tempted to put the chemise on and wear a different style dress over to Kit's, that felt a bit more forward than she was willing to be just yet. Instead, she freshened up, sticking with the dress she wore to lunch before apparating just inside the door at Kit's flat. "Kit, I'm here," she called out, glancing around to see where he was.
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Kit was just home a couple of minutes when she came over. He knew the timing would probably be close since he'd had to stay for a few minutes to discuss a few things about start of term with a couple of people. Start of term was hectic as always and he had agreed to teach a couple of classes again this term despite officially graduating last term. He actually rather enjoyed it and so despite how busy it was, he was settling into it again.
He was behind the screens of his 'bedroom' changing when she arrived, though, given how close the timing had been.
"Be out in a moment, love. Just got home," he called, voice slightly muffled as he peeled his shirt off over his head and reached for something else to put on for their evening together.
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When his muffled voice sounded from behind the screen dividing his sleeping area from the rest, her feet started moving without her permission. She'd seen him shirtless many times, and though she wasn't letting herself think much about what she was doing, she didn't think that was what this was really about. She just wanted to see him. Really.
She came around the screen just as he was tossing the shirt aside, and she was surprised by the warmth that spread through her. "Kit," she breathed, reaching one hand out to stroke lightly down his spine. Feeling a surge of desire and bravery at once, she leaned in to kiss his shoulder. She had no idea where she was going with this, but it was her birthday, and she wanted to be with her boyfriend.
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Kit felt a spark of warmth expand from the spot she kissed his shoulder, and goose flesh radiated down his arms. "Mmm, good afternoon, beautiful," he said, looking over his shoulder with a warm grin. He wasn't self conscious, being onlt half dressed, but he was much more aware of the fact at the moment.
He turned around and slid and arm around her, his other hand coming to cup her jaw before he leaned down and gave her a hello kiss. "Did you have a good lunch with Blaise?"
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Her stomach was positively fluttering with the thought of how forward she was being in that moment, but this was Kit, and she loved and trusted him, and she'd wanted so badly to pursue at least a small bit of intimacy with him today. She hadn't realized it until that moment, but now that she had...
She hummed against his lips, her hands resting on his chest as she returned the kiss. "Mm, I did," she answered. She wanted to tell him that Blaise had gotten her something she could wear for Kit, but she couldn't bring herself to admit that to him, especially since all they'd done was kiss thus far. "He got me a truly lovely dress." And a bit of lingerie, but again, she couldn't bring herself to tell him that yet. Maybe someday she would show him instead. It was a more pleasant than scary thought.
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"Oh, wonderful." He wasn't in the least threatened, when it came to Astoria, by Blaise Zabini. Besides, he trusted Astoria. Now when it came to what Blaise might do to him if he ever hurt Astoria (on accident, for he'd never purposefully do anything), that was a different matter. The man was almost as scary as his mother sometimes.
Almost.
"Are you going to model it for me?" he teased lightly. "Not that you don't look perfectly stunning in that outfit, though. Blue looks fantastic on you." Though honestly he'd yet to see her in anything that didn't completely flatter her.
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"Hmm, not today," she answered at the light teasing, though her cheeks flushed a bit at the mention of modeling. It had followed her train of thought a little too closely, but then he didn't know about the lingerie Blaise had bought her. "Thank you, love." If she were braver, she would suggest going to her flat so she could model her other gift, but she was too full of nerves just then.
"We've got quite a bit of time before dinner," she observed before pulling her lower lip between her teeth, peeking up at him coyly. "I was thinking..." she paused long enough to brush her lips against his before continuing, "...about what I told you I wanted for my birthday." She kissed him again, slow, brief kisses as she took a step back toward his bed, her stomach fluttering with nervous anticipation.
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He gave her a little pout, which with his model's face was quite attractive in its own way. "Another time," he said. Mostly because the thought of her modeling anything for him was actually quite attractive and he knew then he'd enjoy it quite a bit.
Kit followed her slowly, his hands still on her hips, following those little, alluring kisses as she went. He could often be quite dense, especially when it came to her, apparently, but not even he could quite miss the meaning of this. "You said you wanted me," he recalled, giving her another long, lingering kiss.
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That pout almost broke through her nerves and made her do what she'd been tempted to do, but he gave her the out by suggesting it for another time. And she would do it, for him, she thought. She trusted that he wouldn't tell anyone or use it to embarrass her in the future, and so of course she would be willing to do it. She wanted to see him smile.
Her heart was positively racing as he followed, as she got closer to the bed. "Mmm, yes, I did," she murmured against his lips. She turned her head a bit to brush kisses over his jaw. The bit of stubble there had taken her time to get used to, and she still preferred him clean-shaven, but it didn't take her out of the moment--that was how strongly she felt for him. "I'm... not sure how much of you, but... yes," she admitted while her face was tucked against the crook of his neck, feeling inexplicably shy for saying any of it out loud.
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He was a Slytherin, yes, but he wasn't the sort to do anything like that to hurt or embarrass her. Sure, he teased her a fair amount, gently and with good humor and love. But never anything too much in public, and he tried to keep well in bounds with things he knew were too sensitive.
Kit hadn't had time to shave again yet. He'd noticed her preference for clean shaven, and had taken to doing that, but he'd been at uni all day, and had a very light stubble since their timing had been so very close.
A hand came up to curve around the back of her head, gentle and protective, tucking her against him safely. "You say stop, I'll stop, I promise," he said softly, pressing a kiss to her hair. "You can have as much of me as you want, or as little." And if all they did was lay in bed and snog, he'd enjoy himself. Not that he didn't watn more, he did; but nothing was worth potentially pushing her away if he pushed too much.
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The feel of his hand there, his soft and gentle words reassured and comforted her enough that she momentarily lost control of her sensibilities. "Gods, I love you," she breathed against his neck. A moment later, when she processed what she'd said, she froze. No, no, this was all wrong! She wasn't supposed to say it first, he was! She didn't know what to do now, but her cheeks were flushed a deep pink, and she was afraid to look at him.
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He almost thought he imagined it for a moment. He'd thought it so many times lately, honestly, but the time had never seemed... quite right. Both hands came up and cupped her cheeks, which were warm to the touch, they were so flushed. His nose nudged against hers when that wasn't enough to make her eyes meet his, but when they finally did, he gave her a warm, brilliant smile. His eyes held the intensity that often scared people off when it was directed so completely at them. "I love you too, Astoria," he said. "So much."
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She resisted faintly when he urged her face up to meet his eyes, but she did finally give in. And the look on his face when she did had her putty in his hands. He loved her too! And the look in his eyes told her he meant it when he added the so much part of it. She couldn't bring herself to say anything more just yet, instead taking his lips in a deep kiss. She took another step back, tugging him along with her, and when her legs ran into the bed, she stopped and broke the kiss. "Show me," she requested on a murmur against his lips. Her hands slid from his body, slipping behind her and unzipping her dress with a practiced ease before going back to his chest.
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He tried to put that feeilng into the kiss as well, so she'd know how much he meant it. He hadn't said it first, but he'd thought it so often. He'd slowly become more and more taken with her until one day he'd just realized how he had come to feel so strongly.
Hands coaxed the dress down her shoulders, trailing along skin as they did so. "Mm, good. I was feeling underdressed," he murmured, pulling back just enough to smirk wickedly at her before he let go of the dress to let it pool at her feet. Normally more careful with clothes, he couldn't care at the moment as his hands skimmed back up her sides, an admiring sound leaving him at the sight of her in her underthings. They were gorgeous, but not as much as she was. His hands ended up cupping her breasts through her bra, his hands a little rougher than you might suspect knowing he was a model, from all the time he spent dealing with clay and other materials from his art work.
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His hands left a trail of fire in their wake along her shoulders and arms, and she shivered at the feel of her dress fluttering against her skin as it fell down to pool around her heels. Having his hand on her bare skin then, the slightly calloused fingers causing goosebumps to rise up in their wake. She lifted a leg, bending it behind her to perch on the bed before bringing her other up as well, her hands on his shoulders to steady herself even as he cupped her breasts through her bra.
Her hands trailed down from his shoulders to hook in the front of his pants, giving him a light tug as she kissed him again. She didn't want to talk just then, as that would only fluster her more, and she was nervous enough about this without talking about it.
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He followed her, leaning in to claim her lips, and then to let his own trail down her jaw in kisses that would be languid except there was just a bit too much hunger in them to be that. He'd wanted to taste her skin more for a while. He pressed them to the spot where her pulse fluttered as he crawled up onto the bed with her, finding it hot that she was in just her knickers and her heels.
He continued the trail down her neck, lingering a moment in the dip of her collarbone, humming against her skin very softly in enjoyment. He wanted to explore all of her, but at the same time he didn't want to frighten her off, for he knew she was new to this -- with men, at least. He wished in that moment that he knew what she liked with women so he could at least attempt to make a good showing against those in her past.
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When he joined her on the bed, her head tipped back to give him more room to explore her neck, she moaned softly, every nerve in her body feeling awakened. She shifted then, falling to lay back on his bed, her blonde hair splayed out over the covers, tugging him down with her. The movement had him settling between her legs, and that was a completely new sensation, but oddly not unpleasant. One heel came off as she laid back, and so she kicked it off the bed.
She wasn't thinking about her past right now except in the concept of noticing the differences from what she'd experienced before. It wasn't a comparative thing, though. How could it be? Nothing in her past could compare to this, to him, and not only because he was a man, but because this was her first time being intimate with someone she was in love with. Her hands stroked over his shoulders, one pushing up to thread through his hair, though she was very much enjoying the feel of his mouth on her neck, at her collar. She was curious how it would feel on other parts of her.
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That soft moan went straight through him, lighting up even more of his nerves than before. Her fair skin was so kissable, and teeth grazed gently here and there, though not hard enough to leave a lasting mark.
Lips trailed lower in a meandering path down her shoulder, and he nudged her bra strap aside with his nose. The full upper swell of her breasts got plenty of attention, especially when she squirmed and he denied her a little bit more just so he could feel her squirm again, chuckling against her skin with soft huffs of warm breath.
He couldn't help but tease a little bit, especially it seemed with her.
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Her breathy sounds shifted to surprise at the feel of his teeth grazing lightly over her skin. It was a different sort of sensation that, when combined with the way his scruff rubbed against her skin, had heat pooling between her legs. He wasn't even touching her anywhere overly intimate yet! But her chest was rising and falling rapidly, and the way he nudged her bra strap aside, the attention he paid to the soft curve of flesh above her bra, definitely had her squirming beneath him.
She'd always enjoyed physical intimacy in the rare opportunities that she'd been able to indulge in it, but this was already something altogether different. "Kit," she breathed in naked desire, her back arching, pushing her chest closer to his mouth.
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He only teased for another moment, enjoying how she pressed against his body, and then he took advantage of how her back arched needily. He slipped a hand behind her and undid the clasp, skilled at it not from tons of romantic practice but from years of having to deal with clothing of all sorts.
He nudged the cup aside then and closed his lips around a nipple with a soft moan, sucking at it greedily. He was definitely a fan of her breasts, not that he'd admit it easily.
He nuzzled between them before turning his head to give the other the same treatment.
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When she felt his hand behind her back, deftly unhooking her bra, she flushed a pretty pink and looked at him with raised brows. Yes, she'd believed him when he'd said he wasn't the most experienced in this arena, but that was a move that said otherwise. She was utterly distracted from asking about it though when his mouth closed around her lip. "Oh, oh gods," she breathed, her head pushing back against the duvet.
Her nipples were almost painfully hardened, and she brought a hand up to thread through his hair, not holding him place or tugging him away, just wanting that contact with him. There was no way she was stopping him, not yet. Maybe not at all--she wasn't thinking that far ahead just yet. Her heeled foot trailed over his clothed leg, dislodging her shoe somewhere on the bed near his legs, but she didn't even notice.
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All Kit could do was smirk faintly at her. He hadn't lied, he didn't have vast wells of experience. He'd only been with a very few people, though those relationships had been intense. But if he couldn't undo a clothing clasp in a couple of seconds in his line of work in the Wizardinf world, there was something wrong with him.
He couldn't help but press against her as she arched against him and moaned. His body was definitely awake and paying close attention to proceedings. One hand slid down her thigh and hitched it up slightly, splaying across all that gorgeous pale skin of hers.
He shifted slightly and propped himself up over her a little better, so when he switched back to her other breast, leaving for an instant both of them damp in the slightly cooler air of his flat, his hand could play with the hard, tight nub as he sucked on the other. Teeth lightly caught it and tugged as he lavished them with attention. He enjoyed it, quite obviously. He'd always enjoyed a woman's breasts, no matter the size.
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Her body was flushed at the attention he was giving her, and her fingers curled a bit tighter in his hair. She thought she was going to go insane with the way he was alternating between her breasts, doing enough to work her up, teasing her, arousing her. She needed more, but she felt too shy to tell him that. How long until she wouldn't feel shy with him, she wondered.
Astoria slid her hand from his hair then, tugging her bra down her arms and sliding it out from between them, tossing it aside carelessly. "You should know," she began in a soft voice, her hands moving back to him, stroking over his arms, "that I saw my healer last week. I've got a clean bill of health and... umm... am... protected." She wasn't sure how to tell him she'd sorted out birth control without just saying it outright, so she hoped that would get her point across.
Because she'd been thinking about just this sort of thing with him a lot since that day she'd spilled the wine in his lap and even more since he'd surprised her with the sculpture. And though she was still nervous about the whole thing, she was also highly aroused and wanting to explore this intimacy with Kit.
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He apparently liked to tease her in almost every way when in private. This was new to them and enjoyable, and he wasn't going to rush. He wanted to enjoy it with her
He did stop when she spoke, giving her his attention, chin cushioned lightly on one breast. His grin was a bit wicked and bordered on a smirk, but this time only because it was such a default expression with his genetics.
He was glad she'd thought ahead, for they definitely weren't ready for something like children. He wasn't sure how far she'd want to take things right now, but he was willing to explore with her
"Covered the important things then. I didn't have any problems last check up and I've not been with anyone since then." He didn't exactly get around but he got semi regular check ups simply since in his wizarding profession it seemed like a good thing. It had seemed the thing to do back when they'd started dating anyway. Not that he'd thought for sure anything would happen but he was a Slytherin. He liked to be prepared.
He rather liked the thought that she'd been thinking of being with him. Wanted to be with him. Knowing a small bit of her history, at least, made him feel good with this knowledge. He pressed a kiss to the underside of her breast and then the top of her belly, looking up her body at her with a playful little grin.
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The way he was looking at her had her cheeks darkening a bit more, and she mentally cursed her pale skin. But at the same time, she loved that he could elicit this reaction from her, that her feelings for him were truly genuine. It still baffled her that it had happened, but she couldn't find it in herself to be disappointed. For the first time since she'd learned about the requirements her parents were requiring to get her inheritance, it felt like she didn't have to choose between that and happiness.
"I did," she confirmed with a small smile. She was nothing if not organized and prepared, and knowing it was a possibility that intimacy was on the horizon for them meant it was time to take care of those details.
She was thoroughly distracted when his mouth trailed a bit lower, and she sucked her stomach in on a soft gasp. He wasn't going to... was he? Her body apparently loved the direction he was heading, as her hips rocked gently off the bed toward him.
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He loved her pale skin, but then, he loved that tell-tale blush of colour and how it complemented her so well. He admired her for her beauty but even more for her brains and cleverness and yes, her ability to plan. He admired that in above the looks, truly. Though he thought her utterly beautiful.
Her body's agreement of his thoughts encouraged him onward in his course. He kissed his way down her stomach slowly, settling back onto his knees between her legs as he went lower and lower. He paused at her navel to flick his tongue at it, grinning up at her with blue dancing eyes.
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He was going far slower than she wanted him too, in fact she was positive he was being an absolute tease. Was he doing it on purpose? She squirmed a bit under him, one hand threading through his hair again, giving it a light tug. "Kit," she said, stopping just short of whining. It hadn't tickled, and she'd never been crazy about the navel stimulation, but she was very interested in him going a bit lower still.
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He couldn't help it, he chuckled, rested his chin just below it for a moment and winked at her cheekily. He just couldn't help himself, but after a second he obeyed. His mouth trailed lower, and he took a moment to nuzzle over her knickers before giving in to her and hooking fingers into her knickers and dragging them down, down, down, and then off, flung to who knew where.
Then he was right back between her legs, nuzzling up her thigh, and then his mouth was on her. A taste, a test, paying strict attention to her reaction before continuing. He had a very clever mouth when he wanted, and he definitely wanted so now. He let out a little sound of appreciation, finding he enjoyed the taste of her, and started to explore her in earnest.
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Was he really going to tease her more? She couldn't help pouting a bit at that thought, but then he was trailing lower, and her breathing picked up a bit. He was going to see her naked. The realization had her entire body warming in a flush. Never before had a man seen her so intimately, and it was as terrifying as it was exciting.
She brought her legs up a bit to help him get her knickers off, and then he was there, between her legs, his mouth on her. Astoria moaned, her body rocking up against him, seeking more. She'd gotten so worked up from the attention he'd paid her breasts that she was sure she would reach orgasm much faster than by her own hand. "Oh gods," she moaned, her hand slipping out of his hair to trail up her body, cupping her own breast as his mouth explored between her legs.
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Merlin, she was wet and ready and it was a turn on to know he'd done that to her. Though another time he would want a languid exploration so he could learn what was more sensitive and what pleased her best, her body made its pleas obvious. So instead of lingering, he licked and sucked and caressed her, quickly finding a rhythm with the way she moved and a way that pleased her by the way she moaned.
A faint shiver went through him as he looked up her body to see her touching herself. She was so bloody attractive. One hand curved around a hip and the other had fingers teasing at and then pressing carefully into her.
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The orgasm shot through her fast and hard with the way he was focusing so intently on her. He was so good at this, and though it was different than the times she'd done this with women, there was a familiarity about it that made it comfortable as well. Her body arched up off the bed, her breath catching in her throat, her legs squeezed around him.
"Oh, oh, oh," she moaned a few moments later when she finally caught her breath and tried relaxing back against the bed.
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He loved it, the feel of her coming, and he wanted quite badly to cover her body with his, but this was a night of firsts and he didn't want to get completely ahead of the situation. He knew she had reason to be nervous and want to take things at her own pace and in her own time.
He nuzzled her thighs and placed a kiss on the inside of one of them before moing to stretch out alongside of her, definitely more clothed than her now. A hand gently stroked over her skin, but not so lightly that it would tickle, warm and just slightly rough on her smooth, lovely skin. Now he nuzzled at her shoulder, giving it playful nibble as he gazed at her. "Gorgeous," he murmured.
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She shivered at the way he nuzzled her thighs, at the press of his lips against her skin, and when he came up to stretch out next to her, she shifted her legs closed, feeling impossibly shy in that moment. No man had ever seen her so intimately, and it felt different than her times with women. It was different, but in the best ways, she thought.
When he nibbled playfully at her shoulder, she turned her head and smiled shyly at him. "What about... you?" she asked softly, one hand stretching over her body to stroke light fingertips over his chest. She wanted to make him feel good too, but she just wasn't sure what she was comfortable doing to make that happen or what he might want to do now.
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He gathered her a little more closely against his side, wanting that contact and hoping cuddling would help tell her she didn't need to feel so shy with him. He loved her and he wasn't going to judge her for every little thing. And he thought she was beautiful, and it wasn't just a physical thing.
Kit leaned in and kissed her softly. His hand curved over her hip gently, rubbing it lightly. "I want you," he admitted. "But I will be fine if we do nothing. I don't ever want you to feel obligated." Yes, he wanted her. It was pretty obvious if you looked at the bulge in his trousers. "Or if you want to play, I'm all for that too." His little smirking expression made that clear.
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Astoria was happy to let him hold her closer, and she tipped her head up to return his soft kiss. She could taste herself on his lips, but it didn't bother her--why should it? "I don't," she murmured. "Feel obligated, I mean." Her hand trailed lower, fingertips stroking over the taught muscles of his abs until they hooked into the front of his pants. "Would you think me terribly selfish if I... only touched?" she asked, her cheeks blushing brighter. There was some insecurity that he would want her to use her mouth the way he had, but she wasn't sure she was ready for that. But she did want to make him feel good too.
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"Good. I never want you to." It was an important thing to him. Consent and not feeling pressured. It was a large part of who he was, and how protective he could be of others, especially women, in social situations. His abs were definitely taut under her touch, and he couldn't help the way his breath hitched a bit as she touched him.
"Not at all," he said, and his voice was huskier. "Touching is perfectly fine with me." He definitely wanted her touch. He knew it was more difficult and different for her since she had never been with a man and so he was very willing to give her the time she needed to simply get used to it. "I'd like it very much."
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She didn't think it was possible for him to make her feel pressured. From the very beginning, he'd been patient with her, and she'd be surprised if that changed. His reaction to her touch was exciting, and she thought she might like to explore that a bit more later. His body was just so different from what she was used to that it was a strange mental adjustment. It was one she wanted to make, though.
"Yeah?" she asked on a breath, her lips curving up a bit in amusement. She hadn't thought he'd be disappointed by her touching, but perhaps if that was all she did. She was hopeful that that meant he wouldn't be disappointed. Her fingers worked the front of his pants open, perhaps a bit more slowly than she could have, but her eyes stayed on his. And when she got them open, she gently urged them down, counting on him to do the work of getting his pants and underpants off. "I want you to feel good too," she murmured, stroking her hand lightly, almost hesitantly over the bulge under his pants.
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"Yeah," he said, grinning easily. And if that was all she did, well, touching was definitely still fun. He wasn't goign to be disappointed in her. He hadn't been yet, after all.
His eyes couldn't lie and they dilated a bit with want as she undid his pants, and he made a sound in the back of his throat as she touched him through the cloth. Then he lifted his hips and pushed both pants and underthings off, kicking them carefully off his legs along with socks to fall off the bed somewhere at the end.
He took good care of himself and so he was quite a sculpted, handsome example, and he had no real body shame. He wasn't one of those terribly overconfident idiots, either, but he knew he looked good, most of the time. He stretched out next to her again, giving her as much skin as she had to touch now.
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Even though she knew he was just as naked as she was now, she couldn't bring herself to look down at his body yet. She was so nervous that it would change how she felt or that it might pull her out of the moment, make her feel wrong about being intimate with him, and that was the last thing she wanted to happen. She'd never been in love before, had never let herself get close enough to someone to fall in love, but she knew she was in love with Kit, and so she would work through her insecurities.
Her hand rested on his abs again for a moment before trailing down and then slowly wrapping around his cock. It was so silky soft and yet she could feel the hard shaft beneath all that soft skin. The contrast was fascinating. Her grip was light, afraid she might hurt him, as she started rocking her hand up and down over him. "Like that?" she asked softly, having no idea what might please him.
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Kit let out a breathy little groan when her fingers wrapped around him, and he rocked into the touch. "It can be a bit harder," he breathed, his hand going down to join hers. He adjusted her grip and tightened it around him, stroking a few times before letting go so she could do it without him directing her. Her touch still felt amazing, sending heat through him and strengthening his desire. "Like that, love, that feels great," he murmured to her.
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She paid attention not only to his responses but to his instructions as well, wanting to make sure she made this as good for him as he had for her. She just wasn't sure if she could do that with only her hand, but she knew she wasn't comfortable with more than that in that moment. Maybe another time she would be willing to try something else, something more, maybe even later that day. She was trying not to think too far ahead, though.
Her hand wrapped a little more firmly around him, fascinated by the feel of his skin moving over his shaft. She couldn't even begin to imagine how it would feel in her mouth. Did people really do that? Merlin, she could imagine how hard Daphne would laugh if she asked her. But she didn't want to be thinking about any of that just then--she wanted to be solely focused on him. And so, she tipped her head up to kiss him, light and slow at first, as her hand kept working up and down his cock.
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A hand job would probably never be as good as a blow job, but he wasn't going to complain. And honestly, there wasn't much she could do to muck things up, it just might take longer or something. He loved her, and he was attracted to her, and that was all there was to it. For now he was content to let her explore and experiment, mostly. It wasn't as if it weren't a pleasant experience for him, after all.
He moaned quietly into the kiss, his hips rocking to meet her hand. His kiss grew a little hungrier, a little needier. "Faster, please," he murmured against her lips before claiming them again.
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As much as she loved kissing him, and it surprised her sometimes just how much that was, it wasn't distracting enough in that moment to keep her from recognizing just how strange it was to be touching him this way. It felt wrong in a way she didn't think it was supposed to considering she did love him, which made her feel horribly guilty even though he had no idea the circles her mind was going in.
Still, she followed his urging, moving her hand faster at him, the movements jerky and unpracticed. Could it possibly feel good for him? She couldn't help fretting. But she did kiss him, and she hoped that her kisses might make up for her inadequacies in other areas.
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He went into this knowing that, effectively, she'd only had lesbian relationships. Which meant that men didn't usually do it for her. Given he'd got her off, he thought that that part of things wouldn't give them any problem. But if she had problems with his equipment, well, that was something they'd have to figure out. He wasn't terribly worried about it, but it was something that they'd have to talk about, if it came up.
But he also didn't expect her to be perfect in this. It wasn't as if she had any experience, and well, he knew he'd been fumbling and incompetent the first time he'd done things with an actual person. And what had they done? Figured it out. Showed each other. So his fingers went back down to tangle with hers again, wanting her touch still but more than willing to help her out to find out what he enjoyed. After all, she wouldn't know if he didn't tell or show her.
So he showed her and murmured against her lips, her jaw. The way to twist near the head, little things you picked up in time.
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No one could say she wasn't trying, and even though she tried to follow his lead, she still felt fumbling and inadequate in this. She didn't want to admit that it was because he was a man, that his equipment was so foreign to her that it made her uncomfortable, that touching him in this way didn't feel as right or comfortable as kissing him or being held by him. She didn't want to admit that his being a man could be causing problems in this area, because she didn't want it to.
She loved him, and she wanted him to be enough for her, just as he was, just as she wanted to be enough for him.
But she couldn't help the thought that she wanted it to be over. She didn't want to deprive him of release, especially since he'd given her so much pleasure, but she had little confidence in her ability to get him there. But she was trying.
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He wouldn't worry about this sort of thing unless it actually did become a problem. First times... first times weren't something he was going to worry about. He was simply enjoying being with her too much for that. No, it wasn't an epic orgasm, but it was enjoyable nonetheless and he thought nothing bad in any regard as he gasped her name quietly and then kissed her deeply.
Kit nuzzled along her jaw sweetly, feeling the gentle hum of pleasure settle into him, and he brought a hand up to tuck a lock of her hair back. "You're so beautiful," he told her quite openly and honestly.
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The moment he found his release, Astoria's eyes widened noticeably. She wasn't sure what she'd been expecting, but the way his penis stiffened and then spasmed as it released a stream of hot, sticky... stuff. She was relieved that he was kissing her, because she didn't want her expression to make him feel bad for how awkward she was about this.
When he tucked her hair behind her ear and spoke, she blushed and tilted her head down against his shoulder. "Thank you," she murmured quietly, feeling unbearably shy. It wasn't that she didn't believe him or that she thought he was wrong--she knew she was conventionally attractive--it was that hearing that in this context was so new and different for her. He was the first man to see her this way, and that meant something to her.
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He reached back, found his wand and did a brief wave that cleaned things up very well, for he knew it was uncomfortable and probably nothing she was familiar or comfortable with dealing with. Immediately after though he cuddled her against him.
Fingers brushed against her blushing cheek, and he dropped a gentle kiss on it. "Happy birthday, darling. I'm glad you decided to come over early," he told her. And it wasn't for his own pleasure but that he got to give her some.
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There was no hiding the expression of gratitude when he cleaned up the.... mess.... that his release had caused, but she did smile at the way his fingers stroked over her cheek and hummed in soft contentment at the brush of his lips there just after. "Mm, thank you love. I am, too," she murmured in response, curling up a little more fully against him. Even with the awkwardness of bringing him pleasure, she felt good about taking this step with him, and she was hopeful that he would continue to be patient with her discomfort in these situations as she adjusted to being with a man. It had been a wonderful birthday thus far, and they still had the whole night ahead of them.