Genevieve Vipond (vievenvol) wrote in vrrpg, @ 2017-06-16 21:43:00 |
|
|||
Entry tags: | !complete, char: adelaide de blacas, char: benjamin vipond, char: genevieve vipond, location: network, time: 2009 06 |
Network: Uncomfortable Truths
Who: Coop to Gen and Addi
When: Monday, June 12 [back-dated]
What: After Oliver's visit to the Leaky Cauldron, Coop reaches out to Gen, then Addi.
Warnings: Language, I'm sure
Public/Private: Private
MM to Gen: please tell me you didn't tell him I just got a job at the leaky so that he might stay away...
MM to Gen: He came in today.
MM to Coop: What? When did you get a job at the Leaky?
MM to Coop: Who is he?
MM to Gen: fuck. I assumed you knew for some. Duck.
MM to Gen: your boyfriend
MM to Coop: Merde.
MM to Coop: I don't have a boyfriend, Cooper.
MM to Coop: I broke up with Oliver yesterday.
MM to Gen: I... what? Fucking. Woman. well.. you know who I meant.
MM to Gen: cats out of the bag. Spending my summer bartending at the Leaky to keep my mind occupied so I don't make anymore bad decisions.
MM to Coop: What bad decisions have you really made though?
MM to Coop: Are you enjoying it so far?
MM to Gen: I qualify it as a bad decision. Everyone else, but maybe 2 people, say it wasn't.
MM to Gen: Other than playing nice to him, it's good. I enjoy talking to people. It's relaxing because I don't have to stress. Low level stress.
MM to Coop: What about what I qualify it as? Does that matter?
MM to Coop: Low stress is good. I could use some of that right now. It's been a painful weekend.
MM to Gen: three people think it was a stupid idea that I showed up in France.
MM to Gen: Can I help at all?
MM to Coop: You didn't answer my question.
MM to Coop: Does it matter what I think?
MM to Coop: I honestly don't know
MM to Coop: Terence suggested therapy
MM to Gen: it always matters what you think.
MM to Gen: when you do, tell me. You know I'll do anything to help
MM to Coop: Then here's what I think
MM to Coop: No matter how emotionally tumultuous things have been since you showed up in France, I'm glad you did
MM to Coop: It wasn't doing me any good to pretend not to feel what I feel
MM to Gen: You wanted to not feel me?
MM to Coop: It's more complicated than that
MM to Coop: And this isn't exactly a conversation best had in text. It's too easy to misunderstand
MM to Gen: You started that. I wanted to rage about Oliver showing up at the Leaky.
MM to Gen: be sure to give yourself a firm talking to.
MM to Gen: To promote nothing weird between us, would you want to get dinner when you're ready to talk to me about it?
MM to Coop: You brought up bad decision making
MM to Coop: Oui, I'd like that
MM to Gen: true. I just stupidly didn't think you would know which of my bad decisions it was lately.
MM to Gen: let me know when you're up for it. You know how to find me.
MM to Coop: I'd like it if you would explain to me what you think you've done that have been bad decisions
MM to Coop: I will
MM to Coop: Is it okay with you if we just start with having our friend back in each other?
MM to Gen: Maybe when we have dinner.
MM to Gen: I just want to be a part of your life, in whatever way you'll let me.
MM to Coop: All right then
MM to Coop: Yeah? Okay
MM to Coop: I just think it's best if I take a break from dating for a bit, sex too
MM to Coop: I need to process everything going on in me. Maybe finally deal with our loss in September. That would probably be good.
MM to Gen: How are you going to do that?
MM to Coop: Someone suggested I talk to someone about it. Someone not friends or family.
MM to Coop: It's probably not a bad idea
MM to Gen: if I can help, just let me know.
MM to Gen: I'm looking into doing it too.
MM to Coop: I will
MM to Coop: It would really help if you wouldn't accuse me of stringing you along again
MM to Coop: Can I tell you I love you or will that make things more difficult?
MM to Coop: I wasn't stringing you along.
MM to Coop: I just really hope you know that.
MM to Gen: the fact that you actually left him let's me know that you were just being honest.
MM to Gen: I'm sorry. I wish had realized it would bother you. I would have apologized earlier.
MM to Gen: I've had a lot of women use that line on me when I was younger. I shouldn't have thought you would do that to me. Hyperion knew you wouldn't.
MM to Coop: I was drunk, Coop. I don't think I blame you for thinking it was just a line
MM to Coop: I also want you to know that I'm not mad at you for telling Addi
MM to Coop: I've been told it's something I should be furious about, but I'm not. I understand why you did and that you wouldn't have if you'd known she didn't know
MM to Gen: Thank you.
MM to Gen: I honestly had no idea. I really wouldn't have. Have you guys fixed things yet??
MM to Coop: I know you didn't.
MM to Coop: No, she's still not talking to me :(
MM to Gen: seems slightly unfair at this point. She officially shook up not just your world but about three. Maybe more.
MM to Gen: I didn't do anything stupid just now. With Oliver here.
MM to Coop: Wait, what? Look, I know Addi's being a selfish brat in some ways about this
MM to Coop: But she wasn't wrong. And she didn't say anything I didn't need to hear. Maybe a lot of it was her opinion, but there was a lot of truth in what she said
MM to Coop: ...okay. I wasn't worried about you doing anything stupid. I mean, unless it included breaking a wall.
MM to Gen: I didn't say she's being a selfish brat. I understand why she is mad but she needs to come around now. She knows nothing was done to hurt her I'm sure so it's time to start fixing things soon.
MM to Gen: Just a remote this time. Nothing I couldn't easily fix.
MM to Coop: No, but someone else did. And in some ways she is, and I don't doubt she knows she is. But I love her, and we will work through it.
MM to Coop: Her birthday is Saturday. And then father's day on Sunday, I'm really hoping she'll come home for the weekend. It'll be good for us to be around family
MM to Coop: You broke a remote at work?
MM to Gen: I know you will.
MM to Gen: I doubt she would miss that. I'm sure she will head home for it.
MM to Gen: I broke a remote the other night..
MM to Coop: I've never seen her this mad before :(
MM to Coop: Oh, I see
MM to Coop: I'm sorry I upset you so much but I meant what I said as I was leaving
MM to Gen: I was mad at myself for asking. It hurts knowing the answer. It would hurt not knowing as well.
MM to Coop: For asking what? If I still love you or if I was with him?
MM to Gen: Honestly? Likely both.
MM to Coop: Oh. Do you wish you hadn't?
MM to Coop: I'm glad you asked
MM to Gen: It hurt hearing you were with him.
MM to Gen: It didn't hurt though to hear you say the other things.
MM to Coop: That's not what I asked
MM to Coop: I meant it. The other things. Every ~last word
MM to Gen: I don't regret asking them.
MM to Gen: At some point, not this second, you'll have to let me know where that leaves us.
MM to Coop: At some point, I will
MM to Coop: Once I figure that out for myself
MM to Gen: I'm supposed to say something like, I won't wait around but we both know that's a lie.
MM to Gen: I love you, little bird.
MM to Coop: I love you too mon coeur Cooper
MM to Gen: Did you make a face at that too??
MM to Coop: Which face? At what?
MM to Gen: Cooper.
MM to Coop: Why would I make a face at that?
MM to Coop: I might have bit my lip.
MM to Coop: Smiled a bit.
MM to Coop: But no funny faces.
MM to Gen: You never call me Cooper unless I've done something wrong.
MM to Coop: That's not true
MM to Coop: I only call you Benjamin when you've done something wrong
MM to Gen: Aly calls me Benj.
MM to Coop: Well, that's what you went by when he knew you back then
MM to Coop: Does it make you feel like a kid again?
MM to Coop: I still want to meet him
MM to Gen: not really.
MM to Gen: would you still be up for meeting him? Sometime. He's going to meet Hype soon I think.
MM to Coop: Oui I'd love to meet him
MM to LittleBird: Really? I mean.. Thanks. I'll see when he might be free.
MM to Coop: Didn't I tell you when you came to France that I'd like to meet him?
MM to Coop: I thought I had, but I might not have. I was a bit distracted otherwise
MM to LittleBird: A lot changed between now and then...
MM to LittleBird: I wanted to be sure.
MM to Coop: It really has
MM to Coop: Well, you can be sure :)
MM to LittleBird: How are you? Have I asked that yet? I don't want to stop talking to you.
MM to Coop: Honest answer? Or the polite answer?
MM to LittleBird: You know the answer.
MM to Coop: I'm hung over, exhausted, emotional, and anxious about what happens next
MM to Coop: I'm not used to being anxious about anything. I don't like it.
MM to Coop: I'm probably about to start my period
MM to LittleBird: Stop worrying. Whatever comes next? You've got this. It'll be a wild ride that no one predict but you're not supposed to. You're supposed to enjoy the ride.
MM to Coop: There's just a lot of anger and hurt feelings flying around right now, and I don't know how any of it will be resolved
MM to Coop: And I can't have what would make me feel better because we CAN'T just jump back into things together. I can't
MM to LittleBird: You only have to worry about your own. For once in your life, put yourself first.
MM to Coop: That's easier said than done
MM to Coop: But thank you
MM to Coop: I love you
MM to LittleBird: Always will be. But you have to actively try.
MM to LittleBird: Even if it's just taking a nice long run in the morning until your lungs explode and then masterbating in the shower afterwards thinking of the best shower sex you've ever had.
MM to LittleBird: Do ridiculously wonderful things just for you.
MM to Coop: I still do my morning runs. It's not the same on my own though ♥
MM to Coop: It might be hard to pick one time as the best shower sex though
MM to LittleBird: I wouldn't mind a partner. though I'll want to stay..
MM to LittleBird: Really? How in the world have you had so much good shower sex? It's like you knew a sex god or something.
MM to LittleBird: I hope you're laughing.
MM to Coop: It would be nice to run with you instead of away from you again
MM to Coop: Oh god that was so cheesy. Just shoot me now, okay?
MM to Coop: And yes, I am laughing
MM to LittleBird: it's a date then. Apparate to a meeting point. Run til lungs explode. Apparate to our own homes.
MM to LittleBird: see? I can do gentleman.
MM to Coop: Lol I love you
MM to Coop: 9am? Can't wake up too early. It's summer!
MM to LittleBird: Yeah, for one of us. I start later tomorrow.
MM to Coop: You didn't HAVE to get a summer job, you know
MM to Coop: Is 9 going to be okay for you then?
MM to LittleBird: It honestly is better I occupy my time. I debated volunteering with the little league but I couldn't bring myself to...
MM to LittleBird: it'll be perfect
MM to Coop: Oh. I'm going to be pretty heavily involved in it this year, more than last :)
MM to Coop: I'm thinking about talking to Viktor about helping run it year round
MM to Coop: Great, I'll see you in the morning then
MM to LittleBird: Are you going to get your own team?
MM to LittleBird: I can't wait to spend my morning with you again
MM to Coop: I think so, oui! I'm really excited about it!
MM to Coop: Me too mon chou
MM to LittleBird: You'll be your own coach, very cute. Let me know when the games are, I'll come cheer you on.
MM to LittleBird: I love you. I have to stop being a teenager and texting the pretty girl. Especially if I want to get up in time to see her.
MM to Coop: That's the goal someday :) just not the pros, I want to coach the kids ♥
MM to Coop: I love you too. Good night Coop