MM to Harry 12:03pm: Damnit, Harry, It's not that I don't... want to be your brother. MM to Harry 12:03pm: I can't ... I'm not good with words. MM to Harry 12:03pm: When I almost died... it hit me hard. And I spiraled. I did a lot of things I regret. MM to Harry 12:04pm: I've spent most of my time drunk and gambling and hating my life. MM to Harry 12:05pm: And when you and Hermione got together, all I felt was betrayal and regret and pain. I couldn't function. And everyone just moved on without me cause... no one needed me anyway. MM to Harry 12:06pm: I wasn't even going to tell Hermione or you about my feelings for her because... it just doesn't really matter. And I agonized over this for days, because I just-- it complicates everything. MM to Harry 12:07pm: But you needed to know. So there it is.