MM to Ron 10:33am: I'm not pushing you away, Ronald. I've been thinking, because I am, quite frankly, at a loss. MM to Ron 10:33am: This is a lose/lose situation for me. Either I lose you or I lose Harry-- I don't care how much he tells me that I'll never lose him, I've been told those things before. MM to Ron 10:34am: I'm almost tempted to just stop dating altogether. Because apparently everyone's happiness is based solely on my decisions and my feelings, and that's not fair to me, either! MM to Ron 10:34am: So don't you dare act like you're a victim in all of this when I've been doing nothing but wrestling with this decision over which of my best friends to reject!