Network: Tell me that you're alright
Who: Kit & Callie What: Reaching Out (finally) When: Sunday, May 28th Where: Network Warnings: None!
MM to KitKat: I think I'm getting somewhere with my training. I can feel... something. MM to KitKat: How are you? How are things? I've been so self absorbed. What have you been doing? why are you my friend, I'm a terrible friend.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: wonderful! I'm very proud of you! MM to Calypso the Magnificent: things are all right. Just minor breakdowns here and there. I'm in Paris this weekend for a shoot and I brought Astoria with me
MM to KitKat: Thank you, I'm HOPING it means something is actually.. Going on. Blaise seems hopeful. MM to KitKat: Since the breakup with Ginny I've been a bit... Obsessive about getting my body to look better than Oya's. I feel a bit crazy. I had to say that out loud to someone but it's helped to distract me from Gin and apparently her trail of lovers. MM to KitKat: I'm rambling and being a brat, I'm sorry. You're in Paris, I shouldn't be blowing up your phone like this ridiculously over nothing. MM to KitKat: I just wanted to apologize for being sort of.. Odd lately. I think I'm finding myself and growing up.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: first off, I hope you realize that's an unhealthy goal. Don't aim to be your mother or better her body... aim to be you and happy with you. You and your mum aren't competing and you're only going to wind yourself up more rather than be happy with yourself MM to Calypso the Magnificent: besides you're gorgeous and pretty damned perfect looking already MM to Calypso the Magnificent: as for Ginny, she's doing what a lot of people do after a break up including your brother. Don't let it bother you MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I just want you to be happy. And you're fine. I'm on break right now
MM to KitKat: You're such a mother hen. MM to KitKat: I want to be better than her. Prettier, better body, all of it. It's so morbid, isn't it? MM to KitKat: I know, Blaise sort of.. Helped with that. Perspective and everything. He also helped me with my... Ridiculous meltdown at the party. Put that very much into perspective. MM to KitKat: I've just never experienced any of this. I've watched Blaise do it all and just pretend to go through the motions. Pretended to understand any of it. I still feel just a bit mortified about how I acted with Astoria. I did apologize to her though, like.. The correct way, to her face and all. I think our friendship will be okay. MM to KitKat: I've been trying that... Sleeping around thing a little. I don't know if it's for me. It's helped to put my head on straight. MM to KitKat:Can't I just choose the option where I grow old in Blaise's house and it's not weird that I never did my own thing?
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: you already are, love. Stop worrying so much. You're a better person than she is too. MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I'm glad the two of you are going to be okay, I really want you both to be MM to Calypso the Magnificent: admission? It's never been foe me. I can't bring myself to do it I acknowledge it has its appeal to others but I just can't
MM to KitKat: The kids come soon... I hope they'll be staying at the house again this summer. MM to KitKat: We will be, while apparently I've grown up in other ways... I have not with other things. It's apparently time for all of it to catch up. MM to KitKat: Honestly... It just helped to know that last person that touched me wasn't Gin. That the last person to put their lips on mine wasn't astoria or gin, honestly her either. MM to KitKat: When will you be home? How's Paris?
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: oh yeah, your niece and nephew. That should be fun. MM to Calypso the Magnificent: If it helps, then I'm glad of it. I know I couldn't do it. I can do pretend just fine with strangers but real thing? With a stranger? yeah no. I've never been good at the break up end of things obviously MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Paris is surprisingly fun this time. No sure if I'm coming back tonight with or tomorrow though.
MM to KitKat: You're very cute if you think I'm any good at it. I'm anxious about running into her again. I don't want to make it worse but I know running into her is inevitable. The wizarding world isn't that big. MM to KitKat: That sounds like a successful trip!
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: If it helps I know she wants to have things normal and all too. You're one of her dearest friends, she's said so. MM to Calypso the Magnificent: You know work, always so busy. Tiring. But the company was good and made up for it.
MM to Kit: I actually meant Ginny.. I think the other she.. I think we figured things out. We talked just before the finales but I've been maybe hiding from everyone but the house for a bit. Not really hiding but just working on me and figuring me out. I am a bit anxious about that too though. Get out my head please. It should be fine. I've moved on from all things. MM to KitKat: I need to pick a place to travel for the next article. I want to travel exactly no where. Help me pick? No Italy, no France, tropical I'm thinking.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Don't worry so much. I know she doesn't want anything bad between you, she's said so. We've... been talking a bit. MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Greek Isles. Monte Carlo. Easter Island. Could go to Mexico, Cancun is lovely this time of year.
MM to KitKat: That sounds a bit loaded. What do you mean? MM to KitKat: You're so much better at this than me. Monte Carlo sounds almost perfect actually.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Honestly I'm not sure. I brought her to Paris with me for the shoot. I gave her my suite mate's room, he's never here anyway :P MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I actually love to travel, that's one of the few things work has let me do some of.
MM to KitKat: Just.. In case? Please don't ever hold yourself back for me. You're family, you're never getting rid of me. MM to KitKat: I do too but I much prefer having company. Currently.. Well.. Maybe I'll ask Blaise. We had talked about it before everything with Kermit.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I'm not. It's just all.. I have no idea where this is going. If it's going anywhere. And good. I don't want to get rid of you. MM to Calypso the Magnificent: If things weren't so crazy with work and work right now, I'd offer. As it is, this has been another working trip. I bet Blaise would love to go though.
MM to KitKat: You're kind of on the same level as Blaise in my life, you're totally stuck with me. MM to KitKat: Honestly, I think it might be good to go with Blaise. We'll have separate rooms and I will be going with someone that I'm not in a relationship with. I think the last billion trips I took were with Gin. It'll be good to just enjoy a trip.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Good to know, and same. Though I kiss you and I wouldn't kiss Ter, so there's that ;) MM to Calypso the Magnificent: No expectations, no demands. Just don't gamble to hard and be careful since I'm not there to play distraction for you
MM to KitKat: There are some out there that would find it hot if you kissed Ter, so.. :) Totally had nothing to do with anything haha. MM to KitKat: I don't think I'll have many problems, Blaise can be scary as hell when he needs to be. I doubt he'll let me too far out of his protective sight.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: OMG that's so gross ew ew ew mental image! MM to Calypso the Magnificent: Very true he's one of the scariest people I know, next to you ;)
MM to KitKat: There are some freaks out there! I'm sorry. MM to KitKat: I take that as a compliment, thank you. I'm not worried, he won't let me get too far from his sight. Maybe I'll pop in on Daddy while we're out and about.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: depends on if seeing your father will be upsetting or not.
MM to KitKat: Honestly? I'm not too sure. He has been making noises he wants to see me though and I know Blaise feels better if he's around so..
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: don't did not if you don't want to. And take your brother
MM to KitKat: I fully intend to take him with me. I think daddy is afraid of him just a little
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I wouldn't be surprised if he was.
Later Sunday...
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: are you certain you're not going to hate me if I end up dating Astoria? I adore you and I don't want to lose you.
MM to KitKat: 150% positive. MM to KitKat: Never been more positive of anything in my life.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: thank you. Please don't just be saying it. Because I didn't plan this but I think we might... be dating.
MM to KitKat: I'm not just saying it. I'm very happy for you, honestly. <3 MM to KitKat: I love you, nothing will change that.
MM to Calypso the Magnificent: I love you too. Thank you.
MM to KitKat: You're ridiculous and have no reason to thank me for anything. Nothing at all. ❤