Thomas Hawke (soldier_mage) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2007-07-24 20:14:00 |
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Entry tags: | prompt #06, thomas joseph hawke |
Prompt #6 - What makes You Lose Your Temper? [Private]
I try not to lose my temper anymore. The last time I really lost it, I did a lot of things I regret.
No, it wasn't during the war. Don't want to talk about that tonight. I was different back then and stupid.
But yes, last time I lost my temper, I lost myself. You see, I'm not just a war mage. I'm also a shadow creature thing that dwells in a human shell and has a human soul. Don't ask me the details about it, really, it's complicated and I don't quite understand it myself yet. It just is. But when I loose control of my temper now, my eyes turn completely black and I lose control until my vengence is complete or I am stopped. Whatever comes first.
But yeah, I killed a lot of people when I was last angry and all because the leaders of that organization (I killed all of the members of the organization apparently) killed the mother of my partner because I wasn't doing what they wanted me to do. It's complicated.
I think...at the end I can only conclude that what makes me lose my temper is when you hurt the people I hold close to myself because that's all I have anymore.