strchld_prncess (strchld_prncess) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2008-02-18 19:31:00 |
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Prompt #31
What have you done that you wish you could apologize for?
I come from a proud race such as the Naga. As such,I have little use for sentiment or emotion. I've lived a rather tragic life so far and I have a great deal many things I'll be expected to regret. Until Luke and Gabriel have been defeated,I see no point in wasting time apologizing.
I suppose if I could apologize for anything,I would apologize for leaving my family in the first place. After those planes crashed into the building and those vile lower beings killed Ananta,Leena and Amit,I was tired. Mother was gone,I knew I'd never see Luke or Shamballa again and now everyone except father was dead. Risa was always the one who knew Vicky,not me. Father promised me he'd protect her even if I couldn't be her constant companion and I assumed he'd protect Jorge,Casey and Lupe as well. The city was falling apart,the poison seeped into my gills and I couldn't take it anymore.
I told my sister I was dead and that it was her life now. I was always meant to wake up when we turned 18,but due to Luke and Pryce's behavior,I woke up several times last year,causing confusion and chaos to the ones I loved most. Had I not left in the first place,Lilith wouldn't have tortured my poor,child-like sister in a bizarre attempt to get revenge on mother. Casey wouldn't have been with that vile man and been reduced to being a common harlot. She and Margaret wouldn't have had a breakdown when Joelle died. Jorge wouldn't have gone to jail for no reason or become a criminal in order to save my sister and brother from "Skin Heads" and Lupe wouldn't have had her innocence taken away. More than that,my child-like sister wouldn't have had to raise everyone and hide from Lilith-She was a child. WTF?! >:O
Had I known any of this would have happened,I would have never left. She never said anyone was hurting her. The only time she begged me to help her was when that vile lower being tried to kill her. She'd spent her entire life protecting me. Why wouldn't I protect the both us hen she was unable to do so?
Honestly...what sort of princess tries to murder someone over a test? WTF?! >:O
I hardly see how so much violence is necessary over education. It's not very becoming of someone in her station of behave like a peasant,you know.
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She promised she'd make it better. It was why she was created in the first place,so why wouldn't I have accepted her protection and slept? I just wanted to sleep,even if it was for a little while......
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