I could have started this out with ‘Dear Puppet Mistress’, as that seems to be what you like to call yourself, but let us be honest with one another; I do not believe you control my life anymore than you really believe it. You might plan something but when I am actually in the act of being involved things tend to go very differently. Now that we have that clear, let me inform you of the things that are on my mind lately.
You need to let me clear up this problem with the Courts. Yes, it shall take a lot of time because nothing with the Courts is ever handled quickly but I need the chance to at least discover a nugget of information about the plot against me. I do not care if it is during your attempts to do narratives or during some time spent with Marion, I just want it to happen.
I am also concerned about my memories. There are some benefits to not remembering certain things but I can tell my treatment of Marion is starting to wear on him despite his understanding of what is going on. I want to remember that I do actually care beyond feeding on him. Oh sure, you allow me that chance when dealing with the Voices prompts but never when you really let me loose. Why is that?
I also want a new toy that is NOT some figment of your imagination. I am beyond tired of that part of my life being left to your imagination at this current time. Yes, I know there are circumstances that have made it this way. Yes, I know that what I am means you must be very choosy about who you will write with thanks to your silly human morals and ideas. But really, I am what I am. Just let me be a menace in more than your thoughts once more.
The last concerns that I shall bring up are the other voices in your head. Stop trying to get in contact with them. I refuse to take second place to anyone, I thought you were well aware of this fact but you apparently needed a refresher course. I am here to stay so get used to it so that you can submerse yourself in stories about me. The world deserves a chance to read more about me, after all.
Now so that you do not accuse me of being unreasonable, I invite you to respond. Perhaps we can even come to terms we might be able to agree on.
But until then, Definitely Not Your Puppet, Celena Ducayne