Allen Walker; Exorcist of the Black Order (belovedclown) wrote in voicesinmyhead, @ 2007-09-03 04:33:00 |
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Current mood: | calm |
Entry tags: | allen walker, prompt #11 |
Prompt #11 - What do you want?
It depends on the day. One day it could be to just get out of a mission alive. Another it could be to have the strength for one last strike. Or to save one more soul. I'm human, and humans want a lot of things. It changes as I get or don't get those wants. Then again those are just the surface desires, the everyday things that are fleeting and fade rather quickly. There are reasons and wishes that people hide from the world. They bury them so deeply even they don't know those desires. Until one day something wakes that want and it rises to the surface.
Unlike the simple things, that sort of want is powerful and in some cases it will empower the one yearning for it. It can open doorways you never knew were shut. It can fuel things and create new desires. My deep down wants I never knew existed. I had sworn to live for the Akuma, they would be the purpose of my existance. But after I met master, and later joined the Order... Those people became important, so vital to me that I almost forgot about my goal.
Deep down I wanted to protect the world, both humans and Akuma. Both are a part of me and I don't wish to disappoint either. I want to keep walking forward like I promised Mana. I want to protect everything with my own two hands.