Felicity Smoak (holysmoak) wrote in vaslogs, @ 2016-03-24 10:17:00 |
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Entry tags: | felicity smoak |
WHO: Felicity Smoak & OPEN
WHERE: Pharmacy/Liquor Store
WHEN: Day 109
WHAT: Felicity is bursting at the seams to tell the truth. Experiment thread!
WARNINGS: Babbling, frustration, etc!
STATUS: Open, Incomplete
Felicity didn't realize there was such a thing as too much truth. Now, though, she definitely realized that it was possible. She felt a mixture of things, at the moment. There was, of course, the humiliation of having spilled her guts and told things that she had been purposefully not....plus the addition of doing so publicly without even a minuscule amount of control. It was mortifying. The consensus was to just get drunk and sleep with Derek. There were several problems with that plan of action, though. She couldn't just refuse to think of the consequences of those actions. If she just slept with him it probably would change the friendship that the two of them had developed. Then, there was what she knew, without a doubt, for her and Oliver. IT complicated things in Felicity's mind. She was heading toward...being with the man that she had crushed on for much longer than she wanted to admit...and at the moment....she didn't like the knowledge. She was trying to move on, and then she'd gotten dropped into Vas Captio. And at that point she knew that now wasn't the appropriate time to be focused on something like romance. And that was the truth of the matter. It wasn't simple like everyone said it was. It was complicated and nowhere near where Felicity was telling herself that her focus needed to be. But he was attracted to her to. And maybe it would be easier to just....do something about it rather than this, but they had to survive this place, first and Felicity found some things simple, but this wasn't one of those things. This was different. There was one piece of advice that she could follow without feeling foolish or like she were making. And that was drinking. The week of drunkenness and green beer might have passed, but there were still the normal liquors that were constantly kept around for everyone. The blond was currently standing in front of the stock, taking in what she could choose from through her spectacles. "Wine, wine....where's the palpable wine because I'm a wine snob....who am I kidding if I can't find the good stuff I'll settle for whatever right now all things considering--and I am talking to myself....I am definitely losing it and I can't even keep from telling myself the truth." Felicity shook her head, finding this entire thing even more ridiculous. |