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Dr. Spencer Reid ([info]awkwardgenius) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-10-24 13:45:00

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Entry tags:active, day 28, experiment, location: bunker, spencer reid

Day 28 - The Bunker
Who: Spencer Reid, and anyone else who is trapped in the bunker.
What: The captives wake up.
Where: Possibly the carnival; undisclosed location.
When: Day twenty eight, time unknown.
Rating: PG-13, may change.
Status: Incomplete; group post; no real posting order. Feel free to start mini-threads between characters if that's easier than everyone chatting together!



His head ached.

It almost felt like he had overslept; his body was tense, his mind was throbbing, and his throat felt like there was something stuck in it. He rolled to the side, the ground hard and cold beneath his face and hands. A low groan pitched from the back of his mouth, echoing loudly around the room. The sound confused him as his brain began to awaken and sharpen, and he lifted his head wearily, looking around.

As his sleep-clouded eyes started to focus, he became aware of his surroundings, his mind taking it all in within a few seconds. He was in some kind of bunker, walls built from what appeared to be steel or some other kind of very strong metal compound, judging from the grain and shine. There was a single door to his left, multiple bolts and locks strapped across the opening, yet there was no handle or knob on the inside. There were shelves against the far wall with food and bottled water stacked neatly atop. Hung on the perpendicular wall to this was a dry wipe board with an eraser and pens on the lip beneath. The board was huge and looked clean, brand new. Next to this was a shelf with what looked like notepads and pens, and a large thick book Reid immediately recognized as a DSM-IV (mostly because it was identical to the one he had tucked away in his desk drawer back at Quantico).

Reid's thin body felt heavy, but he forced his stiff joints to cooperate with him, easing himself up into a crouched position, and then to his feet. His body was untrustworthy and weak as he stood, looking around himself in both surprise and horror. There were other bodies, all alive but unconscious, sprawled around him on the floor, all men with the exception of two women. His eyes ran across the floor to the wall, and his mouth dropped open. A series of monitors, TV screens, were cut into the wall, all blank and switched off.

He reached up shakily and ran a hand through his hair, scratching at the back of his head, before moving forward toward the door and running his hands over the bolts, hinges and rim. The seal of the door was tight, and it couldn't be pushed or pried by his thin fingers. He was trapped, and so were all of these people with him.

He paused for a moment and leaned his head against the door, his heart pounding in his chest at a mile a minute. He swallowed shakily and tried to control his thoughts, tried to keep his mind from panicking, because he was about ready to break down. Experiments. The word repeated itself over and over in his head, both on the paper of his journal and in Connor, Kimberly and the Cajun man's voice.

No, no. He had to focus. He had to stay calm. If there was some kind of human experiment about to occur around him, there was no doubt that there were overseers, and that, as sadists, they would thrive on reactions of fear, panic, shock, confusion and desperation. He turned back to the TV screens cut into the back wall, teeth grazing his lip with uncertainty and fear. He had a feeling that, if someone had taken the time to insert screens into the wall, they weren't going to remain blank forever.



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[info]justmybones
2009-10-24 09:34 pm UTC (link)
Doctor Leonard McCoy in his tattered, dirty Star Fleet uniform had been laid rather unceremoniously on one of the many bunks inside the steel lined room. For what it was worth, with his face in toward the wall and the rest of the captives at his back, it was very difficult for the physician to will himself to turn over and see just what the Management had dropped him into this time.

"I'm gonna roll over on the count of three," came a gruff, groggy sounding voice. "When I do I expect to see my quarters (impossible), a large glass of bourbon, and a bowl of my grandfathers beans." He wasn't talking to anybody else in the room, it was more a motivational image. He could smell the beans, feel the bourbon sliding down his throat and imagine that the mattress beneath him was more Star Fleet standard issue and not the jabby thing he'd been set down on.

Blinking hard he tightened his abs and shifted on top of that bunk, rolling in place and shuffling blankets and clean smelling sheets. This was almost luxury in comparison to the gas station's floor.

He was squinting, looking around to see several people scattered into the room with him, and at least one other person who was conscious. The thinner man, staring with what could only be read as a panicked expression was staring at a collection of monitors at the end of the room. The Doctor rubbed at his own head.

"Oh, just fantastic," he grumbled, pushing down to stand. It was the panic room - he'd seen people beaten to death in this room once.

"You alright?" His words slow and tinged with a hint of Mississippi in their vowels. "You haven't been here too long, have you?" The physician's arms crossed. No sense letting the other man panic. "I'm McCoy. Leonard McCoy," he extended his hand to the shaken man.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-24 09:56 pm UTC (link)
The sound of the man's voice startled Reid, and he immediately whipped his head around to face the source of the noise. He swallowed thickly, watching him roll over and stand up. Bourbon. Heh. Honestly, Reid wouldn't have minded a glass of brandy at that moment, speaking of alcohol.

When the man addressed him, Reid nodded almost mechanically, forcing his chin to jerk up and down in acknowledgement. He wasn't alright, he was far from alright. But mind over matter. People judged that theory continously, but he knew from first hand experience that, at least for a temporary period, you could cope with anything thrown at you by focusing your mind and 'ejecting' yourself from a situation. Finding your happy place, if you like. He was more than happy to imagine he was back at the office right now, or on the jet. Hell, he would even be happy pretending this was just a psych eval or training scenario, if stamping out his true surroundings grew too hard.

Reid stared at the extended hand for a moment, as if not too sure what to do with it. Eventually, he held out his own, barely gripping the other man's larger hand as he shook weakly. "Doc- Reid, Doctor... uh, Doctor Spencer Reid, I, uh..." He paused, fighting to keep his voice level, to speak slowly and clearly and not stutter. "I woke up about five minutes ago, there's... there are screens on the walls, but they're blank. The door's locked, the seal isn't wide enough to force anything inside to pry it open."

He looked around again. This couldn't be everyone who was being held here. Kimberly and Connor were missing, along with the Cajun man and the younger Californian he'd met when he'd first arrived. The English man he'd met before - Hart, was it? - he could see across the room from him, though.

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[info]bleedinghart
2009-10-25 09:53 am UTC (link)
"I can tell this is going to get old." Waking up somewhere he didn't think he should, that is.

Despite the sleepy tone, Stephen's voice held annoyance as one hand pushed him up to a sitting position, the other rubbing over his face. The floor was cool to the touch, although warmed where he had been laying, and he was unamused to note there was an empty bunk not a foot from him. Apparently someone hadn't wanted him to be comfortable. Or they were simply lazy.

A brief rub of his eyes and he was glancing around, as much to get his bearings as to look for Connor. He was far from alone but there was no sight of his friend, and a feeling of unease began to set in. Bad things happened when the team was separated. Sure, a few bad things happened when they were together too, but at least then they could look out for each other. With the two of them separated Stephen had no way to watch over the younger man, something that had become as natural as looking out for Cutter, and he didn't like the possible implications of the situation.

As he got to his feet, Stephen turned his attention to the other two who were awake. One of which he recognized and the other he didn't, though he did note the curious sort of uniform the man was wearing. "I'm going to guess this is one of those experiments I've heard about. Any idea what we're here for?"

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[info]justmybones
2009-10-25 06:12 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, it gets old," the crotchety physician piped up, looking at the floor where the other man had been lying. "Not as old as zombies, faked murders, and bugs the size of a cast iron skillet." His annoyance with their current situation was palpable. He took a moment to survey the room for faces he knew- and the only one he could find was the blonde girl (oh, what the hell was her name?) from the first day he'd arrived in this damned place. No Kirk. No Spock. Nobody else - just her.

Pushing his shoulders back and letting his arms fall more comfortably to his side McCoy set his attention back on the man who'd introduced himself as Doctor Reid. "Take a couple minutes to breathe, I've seen this one before."

Bones was taking up a seat back on the bunk he'd woke up on. This room was significantly bigger than the one he'd seen on that monitor a week ago. It also had a hell of a lot more people in it. McCoy wiped his hand across his brow, trying to wake himself up a little more. "At least we have food and beds." Could have been worse. It could always be worse.

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-10-25 06:14 pm UTC (link)
Groaning at the stiffness in her back, Shannon opened her eyes and stared up at a ceiling that wasn't the museum. For the second time in a row, she'd woken up without Sam. She was partially convinced he'd gone completely dark side and the man she fell for was no more. Voices filled her ears, the last of which announced that something was going to get old. "Welcome to Hell," she said dully without sitting up or looking toward the voice. "You must be new."

Shannon took a deep breath and finally forced herself to sit up, looking around. Three men, steel walls, television screens. A frown etched itself over her lips as she massaged the back of her neck with one hand. Looking at the man with the short, dark hair, Shannon gave a smile that far from reached her eyes. "Judging by the fact that there's TV screens, I have a feeling we'll be watching instead of experiencing, but I really fucking hope I'm wrong," she said in a gravelly tone, letting out a sigh as she pushed herself to her feet. "I'm Shannon," she introduced. Her eyes then fell on Bones and she gave him a weak smile of recognition. "Nice to see you again. Still with the shirt, huh?" she teased only half-heartedly.

Stretching her arms over her head and then letting them fall to her sides, Shannon looked over at the two unfamiliar men. "Either I need to get out more or you're both new," she said off-handedly. She looked directly at the one with the shorter hair, then. "And yeah. It gets old really, really fast," she confirmed with a sympathetic look.

At that, Shannon crossed the room and moved toward one of the television screens. It was blank and lifeless, but didn't seem to have any sort of controls to be turned on. Her brow furrowed slightly as she touched it with five reluctant fingertips. "Jesus..." she breathed. It had hit her all at once when she'd heard that the people on the outside of the bunker had watched what they'd thought was the deaths of those who had been in the bunker before. ...on television screens. "No, no, no..." She pulled her hand away and put it into her hair, closing her fist around matted, blonde tresses. "They've done this before." She looked over at Bones. "Right? Do you remember? The TVs were on the outside and we were safe even though the people out there thought we were being murdered. But with the TVs inside..." Nobody out there is safe; not even Sam, she thought miserably and closed her eyes.

Jaw set, she turned back to the men. "Do me a favor? Wake me up when it's over? I can't watch," she said in a watery voice, thinking of Ianto; of Sam and Jack, however missing in action the former had been and however unlike himself the latter. Her eyes moved to Bones. "The food and beds won't make it worth watching...and you'll lose your appetite pretty fast, based on what I heard from the people that were on the outside last time. Trust me."

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-10-25 08:50 pm UTC (link)
Sarah Jane far preferred the last time she'd woken up in a bunker, she decided. She heard the voices all around her before she'd opened her eyes, not really trusting the situation until she heard the familiar sound of Shannon's voice echo in the room. With at least one person she knew, she decided to let on she was awake and take stock of her surroundings. Monitors, note boards, and, most importantly, food and water. Probably not the best food, but it would be something.

"Then we'd best eat it before those things switch on," Sarah said, directing her comment toward the one person she knew. She offered Shannon a smile, which she also gave to the men who were awake and conversing. Sadly, not a one of them seemed familiar to her. Which meant the people she did know were likely to end up on the monitors, if what she'd heard about the last round of experiments held here as well.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-25 09:19 pm UTC (link)
More people had started to wake up. He recognized Shannon's name, but said nothing, eidetic memory easily recreating her handwriting in his mind and linking it to her face for future reference. He had tried not to psycho-analyse anyone using their handwriting in his journal, but it had been hard, especially given how curious he was about this place. Handwriting analysis and the language one used whilst writing were always things that had come easily to him, as the BAU's top linguistic profiler. Most people either wrote with insanely heavy pressure - emotional, determined - or a severe lack of pressure - drained, trying to draw themselves into an emotionless shell. Honestly, exactly what he had expected given that these people had, if the people he'd met so far were anything to go by, been tortured continuously since arriving.

He watched Shannon react to the television screens with apparent familiarity, and bit his lip. He followed her words, and easily grasped what she was saying. If they'd been safe outside with the TVs facing out, and the people inside were the ones being tortured, then now that the TVs faced inside, those outside...

Kimberly. Connor. Reid squeezed his eyes shut. He'd only met them for a short while, but he'd taken a liking to Connor, the two seemed to have a lot in common and Connor was interesting. And Kimberly, well... he wasn't sure if it was just because she looked a lot like JJ, reminded him of her, but he felt this strong, strange, protective urge when he thought about her. She'd seemed so afraid and delicate and hurt...

He snapped himself out of it. Breathe. McCoy's suggestion echoed in his head, and it was a good suggestion, so he decided to take it. He sucked in a few lungfuls of air, expelling them slowly, before moving in the opposite direction to where they were staring at the television screens, toward the dry-wipe board. It was relatively clean, not like the one at the BAU which was dirty and smudged with the wiped-out notes of thousands of cases. He reached out and took one of the markers into his hands. His hand immediately went for the black one, most probably due to his current mindset, but he actively changed his mind and picked up the blue one instead, deciding that if he were to write something he'd want it to be in a colour that was more soothing and calming, not one that would evoke feelings of mourning and sadness. Besides, he always wrote in blue back at the BAU; it was psychologically proven to make people more productive and open up their minds.

Reid turned the pen over in his hands before glancing over to the book of psychology, the DSM-IV, and the notepads and pens. If they were suppose to watch, there was a reason they'd given them these tools. His mind was already actively working, keeping itself busy so that he didn't have to dwell on what was actually happening. Analysing it.

"How many people are out there?" he asked, though he knew it would probably be a sensitive question. There was at least four that he knew of, but he'd been curious about how many people were actually being held here.

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-10-25 10:06 pm UTC (link)
Ted woke up to the sound of voices. Somehow, he had managed to roll underneath one of the bunks and so, when he tried to sit up, banged his head against the bottom. "Whoa." Muttered as he rubbed his head. "That was most unfortunate!" He rolled out from underneath the bunk and tried to sit up again, careful just in case there was something else that he wasn't ready for.

And that was when he was looking around and noticing all of the people gathered. Immediately, Ted was looking for his most excellent buddy, Dan. And frowned a little when he didn't see him yet. Still, ever the eternal optimist, Ted just knew that he was around here somewhere. He listened to the conversation going on around him, a curious tilt of his head when they mentioned the televisions.

"Maybe we can, like, totally turn them off!" What was that saying? Don't like what you're watching, then turn off the television. "That's a way large book, dude. Totally bigger than my history book." When he thought about how many people were out there, Ted shook his head. It took his whole torso with him. He didn't know.

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-10-25 10:33 pm UTC (link)
The sound of Sarah Jane's voice caught Shannon's attention and she turned around, looking relieved. "Oh, thank God," she breathed. Sarah Jane was good at keeping Shannon calm, even in the most tense situations. Somehow, when the zombies were roaming about, Sarah Jane had been the one to calm Shannon down enough that she'd even been able to catch a few Zs. It took a lot of effort for Shannon to keep herself from throwing her arms around the other woman and hugging her just for being there. "Sarah Jane, uh...can I talk to you? In private for a second?" she asked, raising her eyebrows significantly. She wanted to know whether Sarah Jane had been aware of the way Jack had been acting and that Ianto had last been known to be in a cage. ...and she wanted to know if Sarah Jane had any idea where Rose or either of the Doctors were, most especially the one Shannon considered her Doctor.

The guy Shannon didn't know who had the longer hair asked how many people were out there and Shannon looked back at him with a frown. "Ten? Thirty? We never know, because every day, seems like, new people show up...and practically every day, some of us wind up dead or missing. There's no way to know without a head count and I haven't done one in ages. That Elliot chick did one, I think, but I don't think it was quite as successful as the ones I used to do. The original crowd was really good about letting everyone know that they were okay. This group...not so much, it would seem," she replied.

A new voice pulled Shannon's attention and she looked over at the guy rubbing his head as he rolled out from under the bunk. He didn't look to be any older than Domeki had been. Maybe a year or two, give or take, tops. For the first time in a while, Shannon was likely no longer the youngest person in the room. She winced for him sympathetically. "I doubt it works that way," Shannon said slowly, nodding toward the TVs. "If there's no on switch, there's probably no off switch...and it's gonna get ugly," she warned, furrowing her brow. She looked back over at the guy with the longer hair - the older one - when Ted mentioned the book. She hadn't quite seen it. "Hey, yeah, what the hell is that...?" she wondered aloud.

It occurred to her that maybe now would be a good time to get something to eat; maybe Sarah Jane wasn't wrong. "Uh, you know what? She's right. We should eat before those things turn on, because it's not often we get real food as an option and I'd bet my inheritance that we won't want to munch while we're watching," she replied, making no such mention of the fact that there was no inheritance left. It was the principal of the statement, really.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-25 11:01 pm UTC (link)
Reid nodded, albeit sadly. Ten, thirty... there was a broad difference between those two numbers, so obviously she had no idea of the numbers. Either way, that question would probably be answered once the monitors switched on. Reid's teeth grazed his lip again.

He was pulled out of his morbid daydreaming when the man who had just woken up and Shannon both commented on the large volume laying on the shelf beside the whiteboard. "Oh, this? This, uh, this is the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, more commonly referred to as the DSM." He reached out to pick up the book. Much like his own copy, it was thick and heavy, and he held it in his hands along with the marker before opening the front page. It was the most recent volume, and it looked unused, untouched. He flipped through the pages even as he continued to talk.

"It's a widely referenced media published by the American Psychiatric Association, it provides a diagnostic criteria for a range of mental disorders, both severe and commonplace. This particular volume, the fourth revision, was published in 1994, though there is one currently under construction and scheduled for release some time in 2012."

He was babbling. One of his coworkers - most likely Morgan - had commented once that he sounded like a walking encyclopedia or a robot permanently chanelling Wikipedia. They'd asked what it was, but he had a feeling they actually were asking what it was for. He headed toward Shannon, holding it out so that she could see the pages as he flipped through them, and looked up at the other man who had just woken up as he spoke.

"A majority of hospitals, clinics, psychiatrists, insurance companies, you name it, will apply this book to their patients and clients in order to establish and diagnose them post-evaluation. In short, it contains criteria to diagnose pretty much any mental disorder you can think of. It also helps you catagorize them as mild, moderate or severe forms of said disorder."

He handed the book to Shannon for her to read, scratching the back of his head. "I remember reading this version when it was published. It's actually really helpful because it lists causes, statistics, and even prognosis as well as some research, so it goes a little deeper than just the diagnosis itself."

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-10-25 11:32 pm UTC (link)
One of the young men asked how many people were "out there," which Sarah Jane took to mean "not in this bunker," and did a mental run-through. "More than a dozen?" was her best guess, which wasn't much better than Shannon's. There had been a head count recently, but Sarah couldn't remember how many names had been on it. There hadn't been a list, just various written responses. "More than are in here, at the least, and I would imagine at least two for each monitor." Given the number of monitors, and the number of people she knew were missing, there had to be.

Sarah Jane had been about to tell the other young man, who looked not too much older than Luke, that it was unlikely they could just turn the tellies off, but Shannon beat her to it.

She glanced at the book, which the same young man was offering to Shannon. "So, they want us to diagnose our friends?" she asked, raising an eyebrow at it. That would fit with what she knew of their captors. "Lovely."

She turned to Shannon, nodding at her in response to the request to speak "privately." She took a few steps closer to the other woman. "What's wrong?" she asked, lowering her voice so, hopefully, only Shannon would hear her. She could tell the younger woman was troubled, and not just about their current situation. She was probably worried about the Doctor and the others, which, Sarah had to admit, she was as well.

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-10-25 11:34 pm UTC (link)
Ted was watching everyone, looking more than a bit bewildered at all of this. But that seemed to be Ted's default setting, so it was never particularly telling of how he really felt. Luckily, he was quite open with sharing it. "Most heinous! It's totally like that one movie with the dude and his eyes kept open!" Clockwork Orange, though Ted would never have remembered that. Or the thoughts behind that movie. He just remembered the famous scene..and that most excellent table with naked chicks as the legs.

Growing boy and all, he was grinning at the thought of food. Though, the grin slid off easily for a brief frown. If they were going to eat, and then be forced to watch gross stuff on the television..."We should totally put up some places for yakking." Because yakking would most likely occur. Amicable nod given at that thought, though it wasn't the most pleasant of ones. Suddenly, Ted returned his fickle attention to the dude with the big book.

"We can throw it at someone if they totally get too close." Stated simply, then he grinned again and gave a small little air guitar. "You'd totally throw the book at 'em!" Most of what the smart dude said was hitting the dude with the surfer talk, but it was sticking that took a little bit. "You're totally from the future." Mused to himself. And he was totally one of those nerds that other people would have made fun of at school. They had nerds in the future. That was interesting.

He listened again, befuddled look as he tried to process everything. "Let's diagnose them instead! They're the ones totally riding Ozzy's Crazy Train."

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[info]bleedinghart
2009-10-26 12:27 am UTC (link)
Stephen somewhat hung back, listening and observing as others woke up and the nature of their being stuck in the apparent bunker was discussed. The younger woman's familiarity with the monitors and the talk of a prior incident in particular drew his attention. So, they were going to be forced to watch the others being tortured while they were given relative safety and food? Though they were really all going to end up tortured in one way or another, weren't they? At least if what was being suggested was correct.

For a few minutes he didn't involve himself in the conversation. Instead he moved along the edges of the room, checking for any weak points or possible dangers they hadn't noticed yet. There were no switches they could toy with for the monitors, which meant they were being controlled from elsewhere. His gaze shifted upwards, to the corners of the room in particular, looking for any sign of surveillance cameras. He didn't see any, but he didn't doubt they were being watched. It wouldn't make sense for them not to be. He also made note of the air vent up near the ceiling, high enough it couldn't be reached. That was something that would be worth keeping an eye on. Who was to say their air supply wasn't being controlled as well, or possibly tampered with? The heavy door came under scrutiny next, fingers run along the edges and over the locks. Stephen leaned in to try and pick up scent or sound from the other side, but it appeared to have a tight enough seal that nothing could get through.

A lot of trouble had been made to ensure they couldn't go anywhere and that they felt utterly cut off from everyone else. He wondered if the same was true for those that weren't trapped in there. His eyes drifted to the blank screens again and he tried not to wonder at what might end up being shown on them.

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-10-29 01:04 am UTC (link)
Shannon watched as the older guy with the longer hair - had to be Spencer, based on the rambling that came soon thereafter - picked up the book and went on to explain it and everything she never wanted to know about it. She was pretty sure she'd unintentionally zoned out and stopped listening after he'd told her what the name of the book was, but when he'd mentioned that he thought maybe they were meant to diagonose one another or else their fellow captives, Shannon's attention was grabbed again.

The response Sarah Jane came out with pretty much summed up how Shannon felt. She didn't like the idea of trying to diagnose anyone and she sure as hell didn't want anyone diagnosing her. "Yeah, really," she agreed with the other woman.

"That's okay, thanks, she declined when the man - Spencer. Spencer - offered her the book. "That thing probably weighs more than I do these days," she murmured, mostly to herself. As the others went on talking, Shannon looked back at Sarah Jane and nodded toward an empty corner of the room. "Have you seen what's going on with the people outside the cages?" she asked in a low voice. "Or heard? There's guards, but they're us. Jack's one. I thought he was going to kill me, he was so horrible when I was trying to spring Ianto," she whispered frantically. "Have you talked to or seen Rose? Or the Doctor...?"

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-10-31 12:58 pm UTC (link)
Sarah Jane followed Shannon to the corner, ignoring the gentlemen in the room for the time being. They seemed far too interested in playing with that book for her liking. She raised an eyebrow as Shannon described Jack, of all people, guarding a cage.

"I hadn't seen, just read over the journals. Jack? Guarding Ianto?" She too kept her voice low. "Something's forcing him, obviously. Mind-control, or blackmail, or something. If it is Jack." She thought back to when she'd first arrived, and people had been writing that there were doppelgangers walking about. "What if it wasn't Jack - some sort of android?" Of course her mind would go to androids first - she had first-hand experience with android doubles. If she had her journal, she could ask the Doctor.

At Shannon's mention of their friends, she shook her head. "No. Not either Doctor, nor Rose." At first, it hadn't bothered her too much - the Doctors were always working on something or another, and while she and Rose were friendly, they hadn't yet "bonded" the way they had in Sarah Jane's timeline. Rose didn't have those experiences yet. But the way Shannon was talking.... "Have you?"

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-02 12:43 am UTC (link)
Gravely, Shannon nodded. "Guarding Ianto and a bunch of people I didn't know. There was another woman there guarding, too, but Jack did a lot more of the work. She pulled me away once and he didn't say a word. And then when she backed off, he took up where she left off," she whispered. "Mind control, yeah, I think. That's what one of the guys in the cage suggested. He'd never treat me like that, never mind the way he was treating Ianto, you know? No way."

Pausing as Sarah Jane suggested maybe it was something or someone other than Jack. "Or a clone," she said with a frown. "I don't remember when you came...it might've been after that. It wouldn't be the first time they cloned Jack and they got it wrong the first time, so I wouldn't be surprised if they got it wrong but on the other end of the spectrum this time," she replied. "Last time Jack's clone was a fucking spaz, but this one was like a soldier. Or something. It was like he was one of them," she finished conspiratorily.

It disappointed Shannon to know that Sarah Jane hadn't seen either the Doctor or Rose, but she tried not to let on. Just because Sarah Jane had met the Doctor, she supposed, didn't necessarily mean she was close with him or knew Rose very well given whatever time line the Doctor or, for that matter, Sarah Jane had come from. The whole time thing was confusing and Shannon didn't want to think about it too much; it made her head hurt. "No," she said with a frown. "I'm sure we'll find out for ourselves, soon enough," she muttered mostly to herself, but just loud enough for Sarah Jane to hear as she heard the discussion the men were having seem to falter just slightly.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-26 12:29 am UTC (link)
As socially awkward as he was, Reid was more than capable of understanding when two people wanted to be left alone. He took the DSM-IV from Shannon and frowned at Ted, trying to place the name of the movie he was talking about. The movie with the dude and his eyes kept open...? He could honestly think of plenty of movies like that, and pop culture wasn't exactly his strong point.

"Yakking?" he repeated. The other man seemed considerably younger than himself, both by looks and attitude. The idea that whatever would be on those telvisions would make them all 'yakk', coupled with Ted's apparent calmness about it all, was enough to make his brain hurt. He lifted one hand and rubbed his temple before nodding in agreement. "I, I suppose that, uh... I... that might be a good idea?" he replied, pitching the end of his response almost as a question, probably because of the grin Ted was wearing.

The pun would've been enough to make him smile, if it were any other time than this, though he had to appreciate the other man's efforts. Instead though, he nodded at Ted's suggestion to diagnose them instead, interested in the idea.

"Well, they're obviously suffering from a severe Sadistic Personality Disorder, but that diagnosis only appeared in the third copy of the DSM as it was no longer considered a valid diagnosis when they revised it." He paused, looking up at Ted. "Uh. Th-they're sadistic, cruel? But uh, the uh, the illness that makes people want to be cruel isn't accepted anymore because they don't think it's real enough." Man, he added inwardly, hoping Ted understood what he was saying and he wasn't just talking to a wall.


[ ooc; Starting a new thread to give Shannon and Sarah Jane room to talk in private. :3 ]

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-10-26 01:54 am UTC (link)
Ted noticed the other dude walking around the perimeter of the area, and watched him for a minute or two, trying to figure out exactly what he was doing. But then the other, younger, dude talking brought his attention back to Smart Dude and the book. He caught the weird look, but Ted wasn't too terribly worried about it. He got that a lot.

"Better than having it in piles around the place, dude. My best friend, Bill, totally ralphed in his room one time when he ate bad Chinese. Stunk forever." Okay. Book. Seriousness. He schooled his face into a more serious pose, trying to channel Frood or So-Crates. Even grabbed the corners of his vest, holding it in what he thought was a stately sort of pose. "Most totally sadistic! Even more than those bogus people who killed Miss D'arc!" But he was nodding slowly. "Because what one dude thinks is sadistic might not be, if you boil it down?" Ghenghis Khan could have been thought of as sadistic. He just wanted the land. And a major sugar rush, apparently. That was totally different though."But these dickweeds just wanna see us suffer!" Indignant over such an idea, Ted looked around, as if looking for a fight, and then tried to think some more.

It was possible that, were they in a cartoon, there would have been smoke coming out of his ears. "But if it's totally bogus, that illness, then what's the illness that does make them all douchebags?"

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-26 03:40 am UTC (link)
Finally, the 'cool dude' showed some emotion - anger. Reid glanced up at him, frowning almost sadly, before looking back down at the book and flicking through the pages, eyes skimming over each one though he could pretty much quote it from cover to cover.

"Well, it's not- it's not 'bogus', it's just not politically correct to refer to it as a mental disorder anymore." He actually sounded a little offended, before sighing and continuing. "There are two types of criminally insane disorder, or psychopathy," he stated with a confidence that portrayed just how knowledgable about the subject he was, not looking up as he ran his eyes across every page. "Cognitive insanity, and volitional insanity. Cognitive is where the patient is unable to decipher the difference between right and wrong, and volitional is where he is aware, but is unable to resist doing the wrong thing regardless, which is why it's also called the 'irresistable impulse'. The latter sounds the most feasible given the circumstances. These people are most probably completely aware that torturing and killing other human beings is wrong, but they do it anyway under the guise of 'experiments'. I'm willing to hazard a guess that they believe what they're doing is justified to gain the necessary results."

He looked up at everyone else in the room, suddenly a little self conscious as to whether they were listening in (he'd never coped well with public speaking before, except for with the team), before glancing at Ted. Right. Small words. "They're- they know what they're doing is bad, but because they're doing it to experiment on us, to find out about human behaviour and how we react to things, they think they're not doing anything wrong. Almost like killing animals for food - we forget that it's murder because it's for nutritional purposes. So it's jusitifed. When psychopaths do things even though they know it's bad, sometimes because they're unable to resist or because they feel they have to, it's their mission or their fate - that's called volitional insanity."

He flipped the book open to a page and placed a finger on the paper. "Dr. Robert Hare found a number of factors in psychopaths - a, a checklist - and I think some of them may apply to the people who run this place. Uh, a grandiose sense of self worth, lack of remorse or guilt, lack of empathy, cunning, callouseness, impulsivity..."

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-10-30 02:17 am UTC (link)
Ted listened, staring at the good doctor curiously. It was like he was genuinely trying to follow along, which he totally was! But the pieces weren't fitting all together properly. Mostly because he had no clue what the good doctor was talking about.

Wait! Irresistible impulses! He remembered that. "Freud totally called it the id!" Except, when he meant Freud, he said Frood. Sigmund Frood. "They like totally come from your subconscious and stuff!" Ted looked so happy, understanding what was going on. But then he was listening again and the smile took a downturn once more.

"So how do you like..totally put these guys away in jail?"

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-30 02:53 am UTC (link)
Frood? Reid squinted, frowning a little. Oh, Freud, Freud! He nodded slowly. "Yes, yes... well, Freud actually separated the human psyche into three parts of apparatus - id, ego and super-ego. The id is what refers to the uncoordinated, instinctual trends. Freud defined it as, 'The dark, inaccessible part of our personality, what little we know of it we have learnt from our study of the dream-work and of the construction of neurotic symptoms, and most of this is of a negative character and can be described only as a contrast to the ego.'"

Reid was pleasantly surprised that the kid knew about Freud. And the id. That was surprising. At the question though, he frowned again, debating his answer.

"We-well," he started, motioning with his hands, "first we, uh, visit the crime scenes and we try to get an idea of victimology and criminology, to profile both the victims and the perpetrators. Then, we build our investigation off of that." He looked up and offered a nervous half-laugh. "Un-unless you mean how to we, literally, put them away in jail, in which case we, uh, we put handcuffs on them, sit them in a police vehicle and drive them."

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[info]bleedinghart
2009-10-28 09:28 am UTC (link)
Stephen was good at being calm under pressure. At being able to keep a cool head and not let emotion cloud an otherwise fairly logical mind. It was one of the reasons why he and Cutter had become such a good team and why the others looked to him when the situation was dire.

So after deciding there was no possible way out of the enlarged panic room until their captors decided to let them out, he settled back with a bottle of water and a granola bar. The seals on the food products looked tight so he didn't worry about anything being poisoned and he figured if food was scarce on the outside it would be best to consume at least the bare minimum while he was stuck in the room. Even when the screens began to come to life he seemed unphased. He observed with an almost clinical view as the first ones showed cages, the cages that they had all first seen the day before. Others in the room seemed to recognize people on the screens and Stephen took it all in.

It wasn't until one of the screens flicked on, showing what appeared to be two marine tanks, that his calm was shaken. He had gotten in the habit of inspecting the images when they first appeared, looking, of course, for Connor. Each time he failed to see his friend on a screen Stephen allowed himself a little sigh of relief. This time, no sigh came. Instead his eyes widened, recognizing the form of the younger man easily despite the apparent darkness of the location on the screen being outside, and his fingers unconsciously tightened around the half-empty water bottle in his hand. "No..." The single word was mostly uttered under his breath and Stephen moved closer to the screen, trying to take in all he could no matter how a feeling of dread settled in his gut.

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[info]justmybones
2009-10-28 03:15 pm UTC (link)
The physician had been listening with a throbbing pain at the top of his head at the thinner doctor had started discussing diagnosis with the rather young looking man. He couldn't listen - because he worried if he did his brain might explode. So, he watched as another stranger walked up to the monitors and was looking rather intently at the pair who found themselves in a pair of tanks.

Bones coughed a little, watching from over the strangers shoulder leant a little too much to being sneaky - and that was the last thing he wanted to be. "Haven't seen this one before..." Arms crossed as he looked at the tanks and the people in them - the way the water was already rushing to fill them up.

"They'll be alright," he tried to reassure the man - each time people went into these they seemed to come back out again - right?

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[info]bleedinghart
2009-10-29 12:36 am UTC (link)
A slight glance to the side was given at the sound of a cough but Stephen's gaze was quickly returning to the screen. "The tanks or the people in them?" Of course, he supposed the man might mean both.

His eyes shifted from one to the other, trying to inspect the image with a logical mind and push down the voice in the back of his head that was starting to yell that his friend was in trouble. Perhaps the worst kind of trouble, because Stephen had no way of offering help. All he could do was watch. Wince slightly as he saw Connor bang on the glass. "Don't Con, you're wasting air." he murmured, knowing full well his friend couldn't hear him. If there was nowhere for the water to get out, then there was nowhere for air to come in, and every little movement would use up that much more oxygen. But if the water kept rushing in to fill the tank unless it was shut off the pressure of that continually flowing water would eventually crack and break the glass. If a person could remain calm enough and hold their breath long enough to wait for that to happen.

"Christ." Running a hand through his hair, Stephen forced himself to look away from the screen for a moment, looking instead to the man beside him. "What makes you say that? Do you think it's being staged?" That was it, he needed to keep thinking clearly. Not think about how Connor looked like he was about to suffocate or drown and that Stephen couldn't do a damn thing to help him.

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-10-28 11:55 pm UTC (link)
Willard stirred awake slowly, the soft ticking of his watch near his ear comforting. He still got the feeling that he had missed his alarm, but at least he didn't have to worry about making it to work on time. The way things were going, he'd never have to worry about that ever again. Mr. Martin was dead, and people probably thought that Willard was dead now, too.

He wished that he had a clean suit to change into. Dusty and pathetic as his suits usually were, he was starting to look more deranged and decrepit even by his normal bedraggled standards. He sighed softly, whispering, "Listen to me. Come here. Right over here." Holding out his hand, it only took him a moment to realize that there were no rats in the bunker, and he'd have to deal with the company of the people around him.

Bored, hungry, and confused, Willard stood and wandered over toward the screens. Things were going on in all of them... a man and a woman in the carnival with a cage, Something going on in the inside of the gym with a young woman, a young man, and a creature that looked like an industrial gothic nightmare with monster shears for hands. Another scene showed a crying and struggling woman being apparently threatened by a frightening masked character, a male and female corpse on separate stone slabs, and a frightened young man bound tightly to a tombstone and watching wide-eyed. Another screen displayed two women and a man and two tanks of water, and another was set in the museum with two men, and another with a young woman and... wolves? in the gym locker room. Willard shook his head several times, staring, before asking in a frightened voice, "What's... what's going on?"

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-29 04:14 am UTC (link)
Reid had deliberately tried not to look toward the screens. He could hear, from the other prisoners in the bunker, that the monitors were coming to life and that there were images of friends, acquaintances and complete strangers being displayed on them. He had kept his head down low, ignoring the reactions from around him and focusing on the DSM-IV in his hands, flipping through the pages as his eyes skimmed across them, reading each thoroughly in a second or two.

Eventually, though, he looked up. A few of the people in the room were gathering around the screens, watching them. Reid bit his lip, feeling his stomach roll over. The physician he'd been talking to before was stood there with the English man he'd met when he'd first awakened, and another man - about as tall and lanky as he was, maybe an inch or so shorter - was staring at the monitors in confusion and horror, before asking what was happening.

Swallowing a little, Reid took the initiative to walk the few steps to bring him to the man's side before clearing his throat a little to get his attention. God, he'd sounded terrified. "Did, uh... did you want to help me do some research?" he asked, hoping his relatively chipper tone might put the man at ease. He motioned to the book in his hands. "If you know anything about the people running this place, I, I'd be happy to listen to you, if you wanted to help...?"

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-10-29 10:56 pm UTC (link)
Willard glanced up furtively as a young, slender man, slightly taller and certainly better-looking than he himself had ever been, approached him and stood near his dandruff-sprinkled shoulder. He bit his lip, trying to hide his misery and look a little less pathetic, but for Willard, looking pathetic was usually what happened no matter what he did. However, when the young man asked him to help him with research, Willard couldn't help perking up just a little bit. Not so much about the research, but the idea of helping really appealed to him. It was so seldom that he was able to genuinely help, after all.

"I'm Willard Stiles," he mumbled, shuffling slightly as he spoke. "I only just got here, so I'm sorry, I don't know anything. I'm pretty worthless when it comes to knowledge about the people running this place. But I've seen that book before," he said, pointing a skinny finger at the DSM-IV. "I saw it after my dad died. Is that what we're supposed to do? Look for things on the screens that appear in this book?" Willard made brief eye contact with Dr. Reid and smiled timidly. How long had it been since he'd had an actual conversation, in person, with something other than a rat?

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-10-30 01:40 am UTC (link)
Reid offered Willard a lopsided yet bright smile, jiggling his fingers at shoulder-height in a little wave. "My name's Doctor Spencer Reid, I'm from the Behavioural Analysis Unit of the FBI. So," he added with an awkward half-laugh, eyes flitting back down to the book to deliberately avoid eye contact with the other man, "I pretty much swear by this book, though there are some conditions removed since the last edition which, I have to admit, should still be included."

The agent couldn't help but be a little relieved that at least someone else here knew what a DSM-IV was. He willingly handed it over, deciding to let Willard himself flick through it, especially given he had the pages and their content completely memorized. He looked toward the screens again and felt his stomach crush itself, his eyes moving from one to the next over and over again. He swallowed thickly. God, this was... this was horrifying.

Eventually his eyes stopped and widened in horror, recognizing that face that was so familiar to JJ's. If he hadn't met Kimberly before, he would've actually labelled it as the blonde agent in what appeared to be a glass tank filling with water. He realized his mouth had dropped open and he was gaping in total horror, and he quickly averted his gaze, clearing his throat and trying to control his panic and fear.

God, Kimberly and Connor... he'd been with them, just the other day, and now...

He turned his attention back to Willard, fighting to distract himself. Mind over matter, mind over matter. He nodded slowly, but then caught himself and shook his head. "Well, maybe that's what they want us to do, they want us to psycho-analyse our friends and fellow captives, and label them with disorder after disorder, when in actuality they're simply acting on pure human impulse. Instinct." He glanced up at Willard for just a brief second before looking back down at the book as he continued to speak, motioning with his hands. "But, but, well, sadists are cruel, controlling, usually meticulous people who have their own insecurities and inner demons to deal with, and they, they enjoy forcing other people to do their bidding just as much as they like watching other people suffer."

He glanced up, wondering if Willard was following him. The man seemed quiet and awkward, even moreso than Reid. He almost wished he could take a snapshot of this moment and send it to the team. They'd probably be amused.

"What, uh, what I'm saying is that if we psycho-analyse them, we might just be giving them what they want, playing into the experiment."

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-02 12:44 am UTC (link)
(continued from above)

Slowly, Shannon turned away from Sarah Jane and her eyes fell upon the television screens as they came to life. Her stomach lurched. The first one she saw was two tanks, each one with a person in it, filling with water. Shannon moved away from Sarah Jane slowly, holding a finger up as if to say, 'hold that thought.'

Ianto. Her eyes moved over the screens one by one as she made her way across the room, coming to a stop beside Spencer. Where was he? And Sam. Where the hell was Sam? "They also enjoy making us watch other people suffer," she said quietly, her eyes very briefly meeting Spencer's before she looked back at the screens to continue her search for her friends. They had to be on there somewhere. "Which one do you know?" she asked no one in particular. "They won't put you in here if you don't know someone to watch, I'm pretty sure. There's really no point, if you haven't at least met someone on the screens. Unless, of course, they really do want us using that book, in which case, I suppose it doesn't really matter who--"

Shannon's sentence stopped as her eyes fell on Ianto. No, that can't be real. No. They said it wasn't real before. Someone said they saw me die and I'm clearly still alive. It's not real. It can't be, she thought as she watched the fear on his face.

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-11-02 01:02 am UTC (link)
Sarah Jane followed Shannon's gaze, mouth setting in a thin line at the sight of the monitors turning on. So much for eating anything today. She knew she wouldn't have the stomach if those things showed what she feared they'd show. She nodded as she saw Shannon's finger, tabling what she'd been about to say for later. She, like Shannon, had only her friends in her mind now, the ones trapped and being shown on the monitors.

She glanced at the gentlemen, who'd also taken to watching the screens. "That's probably exactly what they'd like us to do, Mr. Stiles," Sarah Jane said, overhearing the last bit of their conversation. "They'd probably think it was very funny." The tone of Sarah's voice made it clear she found it anything but.

There! Rose, in.. the gym? Her mouth fell open as she saw the wolf-like creatures on the screen. She'd never personally encountered werewolves, but those certainly looked like werewolves to her. Rose had, she remembered the blonde saying, but had she done it yet? Didn't matter in the long run, really. "Just keep back, Rose," she said quietly. "Keep back on the wall."

Shannon's voice fell away abruptly, drawing Sarah Jane's attention from the monitor showing Rose. She turned, wondering what had caught the other woman's attention, and her heart nearly stopped. "No," she breathed. She came up beside Shannon, eyes wide. "They can't do that to him," she said, covering her mouth with one hand. "That's too cruel." And then, the Doctor walked into the view of the camera, and Sarah Jane's stomach lurched. "It can't be," she said, her voice sounding hollow to her ears.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-11-02 01:41 am UTC (link)
Reid lifted his head as he heard a female voice, noticing the pretty blonde woman from before, Shannon, standing beside him. He looked back at the screens, eyes immediately darting up to the one displaying Connor and Kimberly, before dropping them back down again.

"Um, no one in particular," he replied, not entirely lying. Yes, he'd spent a short while talking with Connor and Kimberly, but he wouldn't exactly say he 'knew' them or that they were his 'friends'. Just a pair he'd come across during his short few days here. He followed Shannon's eyes to the screens, his chest lifting a little and then deflating as he breathed in and out deeply, trying to keep himself calm.

Reid turned abruptly at Sarah Jane's voice, chewing on his lower lip and holding the DSM-IV against his thin chest. She looked terrified, her hand covering her mouth, and Reid shook his head. No, this wasn't working. Playing into the hands of a sadistic control-freak was never a healthy decision - instead of giving them what they wanted and sating their appetite, it only made them hungrier.

He reached out nervously, awkward unsure fingers touching Sarah Jane's shoulder as he tried to position in her line of sight of the screens. "I, I think- I think maybe we should go over there, have something to eat?" It sounded crazy, so he took a moment to explain himself, looking at each of them in turn but mostly avoiding their eyes as a part of a nervous habit.

"The- the people who run this place display very common symptoms of a sadistic personality disorder as well as narcissism, psychopathy and the desite to control. If we give them what they want - if we, uh, play into their fantasies, per se - it's only going to make things worse." He was motioning with his hand as he spoke, leaving the other on Sarah Jane's shoulder. Physical contact made him uncomfortable for the most part but, without Elle or Morgan there, he couldn't rely on someone else to play that part of the team. He was... well, having to do everything himself.

"As their cruel fantasies are fulfilled, they, um, they began to crave more, and they're just going to deal out harsher, more torturous punishments to those around them - experiments, with us - as the less destructive ones fail to whet their appetites. What, what I'm saying is... if we continue to stand here and gawk at the screens, and give them what they want, the experiments are only going to become more violent." He swallowed thickly. "I, I know it's hard, but... but we have to ignore the screens, pretend they don't exist, and try to act as normally as we can for the duration of our time in here."

He looked around at each of the three of them, as if wondering whether they would be able to, whether they agreed with him. He had confidence in what he was saying - Gideon had told him this about sadists before during a case, and if Gideon was knowledgable about something, especially a course of action with a psychopath, Reid was more than willing to throw himself headfirst into it. He trusted Gideon as a profiler, a mentor, even if his life was one of the ones on the line.

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-11-03 12:35 am UTC (link)
Willard fidgeted slightly, opening his mouth and closing it several times before he actually got up the courage to say something. "What if... what if things get worse for them if we don't do what we're supposed to?" he asked. "What if they aren't going to be released otherwise, or the amount of torture is increased? I mean... I mean..." he laughed nervously. "They can control everything, right? They're all-powerful here. They can do whatever they want. What can diagnosing them do, except make them indifferent or angry? What if they see us ignoring them and try even harder to get our attention in really bad ways...?" he gulped, glancing at the water tanks filling up on one of the screens.

"S-s-sorry. I'll stop talking now. That didn't come out the way I wanted it to. How... how can I help?" he asked Reid, hovering ineffectively to the side. "I just want to help. Tell me what to do and I'll do it."

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-03 02:33 am UTC (link)
Spencer said that he didn't know anyone in particular on the screens, which Shannon thought was either true and the Management just hadn't decided it was his time to be in the experiment itself or it was a lie and he didn't want to look as vulnerable as she felt. As much as she wanted to shoot something back at him to prod further, Shannon decided she could allow him at least that much to keep to himself. "Lucky you," she said in a dull voice, a frown etched heavily into her normally pretty features.

At the sound of Sarah Jane's voice, sounding far, far less calm and collected than she was used to hearing, Shannon looked away from Ianto's screen for a split second, her eyes on Sarah Jane's face. The wide-eyed expression and he way she covered her mouth only served to make Shannon panic further. Sarah Jane was the type that kept calm; seeing her look as upset by whatever it was they were doing to Ianto freaked Shannon out even more than she already had been. "What? What are they doing? What is that?" she asked frantically as her eyes moved back to Ianto on the screen. The Doctor came into view and just as he did, Sarah Jane spoke again and for no real reason Shannon could discern as anything special, she felt a shiver down her spine.

But then Spencer was talking again and Shannon looked over at him, incredulous, annoyed, and disgusted. "Are you serious?" she asked, butting her way into the conversation even though, given his body language, he was clearly addressing Sarah Jane and not herself. "You're hungry?" she went on, gesturing toward the kitchen. "Go have a fucking blast." How the hell he could be hungry when they were literally watching the torture of their friends, or in his case, maybe perfect strangers, but human beings all the same, was beyond her. Shannon's eyes moved back to the screen and the more Spencer talked, the angrier she felt herself getting. The worst part of it was that it wasn't his fault; not really. He was just saying what was on his mind. Spencer was only, it seemed, trying to use his expertise to try to help them. Clearly, though, he was new because anyone, she thought, who had been here long enough knew damn well that the people running this place didn't follow every day logic. They did things because they could and no other reason.

It wasn't until he suggested that they all ignore the screens entirely that Shannon thought she was going to burst. "You know what? Go ahead. Ignore the screens. But until you actually give a shit about someone on them, how dare you ask us to do the same?!" she snapped. The moment it came out of her mouth, she felt badly about it but Shannon, being Shannon, didn't like to admit she was wrong, so rather than apologize as well she should have - and knew it - Shannon went on. "You're so smart you know how they work? Then why are you here instead of working with them?" she asked, eyebrows raised. "If you are so goddamn smart, Spencer - it is Spencer, right? - then why in the hell do they have you locked up in a bunker just like the rest of us?"

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-03 02:33 am UTC (link)
Shannon took a breath to further dig into the poor guy when she decided she was wasting time being angry with the wrong person and punishing a practical stranger for something that he hadn't even done. Instead of going on, Shannon raised her hands up defensively, shut her eyes, and turned her back on him, moving away and toward the screens, pacing back and forth as her eyes moved from Ianto's screen to Rose's. She noticed another familiar face and her stomach dropped heavily, making her feel ill. Dean. Well...what was left of Dean...

Somewhere in the distance of her conscious mind, which was focused on the screens before her, Shannon heard another man speaking up sounding almost as nervous as Spencer had been. Jesus, she was at the end of her frayed nerves and she'd been here forever, but she didn't stutter like the two of them; what the hell was their deal, anyway? The last bit of what he said caught her attention and she stopped moving, looking over her shoulder at him. But then, he tried to back pedal and Shannon spoke up. "No, you know what? You're right. That's how they work. If we don't do what they want, other people get punished for it; I've seen it before and heard about it even more often. You're right, I'm with you, buddy." At that, her eyes moved to Sarah Jane's face and her brows lifted as if to ask, what about you? before her eyes stopped on Spencer, slightly narrowed and challenging. Did he still think they should sit back and do nothing? Did he think it was still a better idea to just pretend it didn't bother them when there was a distinct - and probable - possibility that the people on the screens were only going to get it ten times worse if they didn't play in and react to what they were seeing? The look on her face said, please, indulge me. I really want to know.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-11-03 06:42 am UTC (link)
Apparently Reid didn't give off the same waves of confidence or trustworthy aura as Gideon, and he definitely didn't command the same respect as Hotch, because Shannon was only too happy to bite his head off given his suggestion at how best to tackle this situation they'd found themselves in. Any confidence in himself he may have had cracked into pieces beneath Shannon's explosion of rage, and he very quickly yanked his hand away from Sarah Jane's shoulder, backing up a step or two away from them as his face fell.

She continued to yell at him and he literally winced, turning his head down even further and squeezing both of his eyes shut. Of course. He was stupid. The embarrassment came in waves now that his mind had finally caught up with his actions, actions spawned by a lack of social knowledge and experience, and he could've kicked himself. Not only because of how insensitive he may have sounded, but because he hadn't had the confidence to pull it off.

When Shannon turned on him, though, and attacked his intelligence, Reid looked up sharply, only meeting her eyes for a few seconds before dropping them again and shaking his head. The idea of working with them stung, but he couldn't form words strong enough to defend himself. Instead, feeling very shocked and embarrassed and foolish, he lifted his head just long enough to nod at them, before turning and crossing the bunker, perching on the edge of one of the lower bunks and resting the DSM-IV on his knees.

It was finally dawning on him. He was trapped here. This wasn't another case, he couldn't just waltz in, flash his FBI badge and a brain full of profiling knowledge, and make everyone instantly feel better about the situation knowing that someone was there to help. He lifted a hand and rubbed at his eye before raking his fingers up into his hair, rubbing his temples one at a time. He'd never missed Gideon so much in his life. Or Hotch. Or Morgan. God, what he wouldn't do to have Morgan nudge his shoulder and say something cute but somewhat offensive right then...

His fingers were playing almost obsessively with the corners of the DSM-IV, flipping and picking at the pages. He pinched the bridge of his nose for a moment before placing the book on the bed beside him. He didn't need it, he knew it word for word anyway. The whiteboard marker was still in his hand, and he stared at it for a long while as his mind churned out morbid thought after morbid thought. So... this was what it felt like. To be a victim. To be helpless. To be on the other side of a case.

Exhaling shakily, he leaned forward and rested his head in his hands, trying to think. Shannon and Willard were right. Ignoring them would just provoke them, but so would playing along with them. There was literally nothing they could do.

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-11-03 07:09 am UTC (link)
Ted was watching all of what had happened with a slack jaw and wide eyes. "Dudes." He spoke up once, but nobody was listening. And totally understandably so. He looked over to the monitors, fickle attention moving from one to another to another. From machines and dudes to wolves and chicks to people drowning to a chick getting cut up slowly. It was all pretty messed up.

"Dudes! Whatever they totally want us to do, we cannot get anywhere fighting." Ted held out his hands in a 'calm down' sort of manner. "These douchebags are the enemy. We need to be excellent to each other.." The teenager paused, surprised even in himself about the outburst. "We're totally all we got."

He was standing near the smart dude still, but looked to the babe and the other dude with a lift of his eyebrows, puppy dog gaze hopeful in every way. "We need like..to make a most excellent plan or something. And people can't look at the tv's like all the time. Turns would be most outstanding in this heinous time."

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[info]bleedinghart
2009-11-03 08:43 am UTC (link)
It was killing Stephen, to watch the monitor and know there was nothing he could do to help Connor, but he wouldn't look away out of frustration or helplessness. If by observing whatever was happening outside of his control was all he could do? Well, then Stephen would do it because it was the only way he could be there for his friend. He was no coward when it came to death.

But the commotion the others were starting... that was enough to pull his attention away. Helen would be amused. The thought came unbidden and Stephen frowned at himself, shaking his head slightly. No, wrong person to think of. His gaze shifted to the one who looked youngest, who had a very peculiar way of speaking, a brow arching at the way the young man tried to act as a peacekeeper.

"He has a point." Stephen finally chimed in, making sure his voice was loud enough to be heard, though he made no move to leave his position near the monitors. "Bickering about the best ways to cope aren't going to get us anywhere, though I'm sure it's providing quite the entertainment for whoever's watching us." A pause as he glanced up at the air vent, where he was betting a camera was tucked away. "It's not going to make anyone feel better either. Not in the long-term." He spared another glance at the monitor Connor was on, swallowing as he fought back the panic and worry that was just as present in him as it seemed in the others. If Cutter had taught him one thing over the years, it was the value of keeping one's head in the worst of situations. As he started talking again his gaze swept over the group. "They want us to feel helpless, to be helpless. Fine. But we shouldn't take that out on each other when right now? The lot of us is all we have. So everyone just take a breath. Beat on one of the cots or the wall if it makes you feel better, just not on each other."

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[info]ex_kingship986
2009-11-03 06:13 pm UTC (link)
"I think those two have the right idea." Came the unfamiliar voice of the dark-haired man sitting in the corner, propped up there. King had been awake for a few minutes now, having been one of the last to rouse from his little doctor-induced sleep session. But he had chosen to stay quiet and only watch for a little bit.

He'd seen enough.

One long leg was drawing up, and he planted a fingerless gloved hand on the wall, helping to push himself up to stand. Then that hand was rubbing over the back of his neck, up into short hair, then down along his jaw, scratching some into his beard as he took stock of the people in the room with him. Still no Abby. No Blade. He guessed that was a good thing.

"Does anyone here actually want to see their friends murdered? Or tortured? I don't know any of those people," Not well, anyway, just a few faces that might look familiar, "But if they were my friends, I don't think I'd want to watch them be hurt, I don't think I could handle that." He was setting his hands on his hips then, bending a little to crack his back before they were dropped back down to his sides. "But not everyone's like me, and maybe there should be someone watching just to keep everyone informed about what's going on?" It was just like King, to come in and take over a situation, to swing from that vine and scoop up Jane.

Big damn hero.

"So why don't we have one or two of us, whoever feels comfortable doing it, keep an eye on those screens. Who knows? Maybe they'll just stop." It didn't seem likely to him, but some of those people, especially that hysterical blonde, looked like they needed a little bit of hope. "And I think the rest of us should be focused on finding a way out of here. And whether we can, or can't get out, isn't of any consequence right now. I can't just stand around here and not try. So why don't we find ourselves some things that could be useful? There's a door," An obvious door, which he was nodding to, "And that means it opens."

He trailed off then, dark eyes moving from one person to another, around the small room, before he was speaking again. "Alright, so does anyone have any specialties? Clearly, we've got werewolves," He was making a vague gesture towards the monitors. "Which means that we could have any manner of people in this room with us. Can any of you do anything out of the ordinary? Have any special talents?" A pause. "Vampires?" Oh, please, let there be a vampire in this room.

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-11-04 11:12 pm UTC (link)
The man was right; Sarah Jane knew he was right. The reactions she was having were playing into whatever sick plan the Management had concocted. But watching Ianto, and watching the Doctor oh-so-cheerfully lean over him.... Sarah shut her eyes for a moment, but it did little good. She could still see the terror on Ianto's face, the gleeful smile the Doctor gave him. She allowed herself to be turned away as the tears started slipping down her cheeks.

Then Shannon started screaming, and Sarah looked up and toward her. She couldn't think of anything to say; she'd caught sight of the monitors out of the corner of her eye, and the images pushed most rational thoughts out of her mind. She felt tired, tired of the violence, of the fear, of the worrying and danger here. She was tired of feeling useless.

The rest of the men, who had up until now been silent, started talking about not fighting and working together to find a way out. They were starting to sound like the Doctor. But the Doctor was out there, leaning over Ianto. She knew it wasn't him. It couldn't be him. Even as she watched him, watched all the movements, the quirks, and knew that it was, she couldn't quite believe it. Mind control. Had to be mind control, didn't it? But the Doctor had the strongest mind of anyone.

She turned back to Shannon, finally registering that the other woman had asked her a question before the shouting began. "It's a cyber-conversion unit," she said, her voice dull and flat. "It's used to turn people into Cybermen - emotionless tin cans with human brains." She'd seen the schematics, thanks to Mr. Smith. And she had plenty of experience with the Cybermen firsthand, but she'd never seen an actual conversion unit. It made her stomach turn to look at it. "Ianto...there was an invasion, a battle in London, and Ianto was one of the few to survive the attack before."

She looked up as the one man she'd thought was still sleeping began to speak, acting like he was going to take charge. She offered him a thin-lipped smile. He was welcome to it. Sarah wasn't sure she could handle such things right now. She sank down onto one of the cots, eyes wide and staring, shifting her gaze between her two sets of friends. For while it was horrific to watch, she couldn't look away for long. She owed it to them all to keep vigil.

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[info]awkwardgenius
2009-11-08 06:42 am UTC (link)
"I'll do it."

Reid's voice was quiet, awkward, but somewhat firm at the same time. He didn't look up as he spoke, and he didn't move from his position sat on the edge of the bunk. He just nodded a touch, staring ahead and fiddling with the pen between his fingers. He felt like he owed it to them, after what had just happened, and if they were all emotionally attached to the people on the screens... well, at least he'd had enough experience in looking at horrifying photographs, watching violent footage, to keep himself somewhat detatched from it all.

He eventually glanced up at them, deliberately not looking at Shannon, mostly out of embarrassment. Sarah Jane sank down nearer to him, on one of the cots, and Reid offered her an awkward forced smile before standing, mostly so that he wouldn't have to sit close to her. He was shivering a little, most likely with adrenaline, as he walked back over, stopping just in front of the crowd but staring at the floor behind them so he didn't have to meet their eyes.

"I... I mean, if everyone else is, maybe, if they want to do that... then, then I don't mind... I mean, I don't know many people here, and... and I..." He paused, and took a breath. "I don't mind doing it."

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-11-09 11:18 pm UTC (link)
Willard stared at the man, feeling bad that he was offering to do something so awful all alone. Though Willard had unintentionally sparked a heated disagreement regarded what should be done about the situation, he did like Reid, and he didn't want the other to see him as an enemy. He swallowed. "I've... I've seen a person killed before," he said, in a quavery, nervous voice and a strange, twitchy half-smile. "I saw someone torn apart by... by animals." And I liked it. "I could watch, too. I don't mind. I want to... to help." Willard looked at the screen. The Rorschach inkblot caught his eye, along with the sobbing female doctor and the tormented, tied man. There were corpses, as well, that the tied man seemed convinced were talking. Willard didn't know anyone on the screens, but this particular scene, with its gothic imagery and the obvious presence of death, was as familiar as anything up there was going to be to the misfit.

"He's talking to dead people. Isn't that... isn't that hallucinating? Hearing things talking that can't? And maybe that woman has some sort of neurotic phobia... and maybe the person wearing the mask has... a personality disorder?" Willard didn't know too much about psychology, but he hoped that the suggestions would be relatively helpful, if they were really doing this thing.

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-10 12:20 am UTC (link)
Part of Shannon was angry that Spencer didn't respond to her. A tiny part of her felt guilty, while the rest of her felt vindicated, when he sat down and looked as though he felt embarrassed for what he'd suggested. But, her silent victory was only short-lived, because then - starting with the teenager that sounded like Jay, no less - the men in the room, one by one, began speaking up and with each new insight, Shannon felt angrier and angrier; mainly, Shannon felt chastised and Shannon was one person who was not used to people failing to bend to her whims, even in this place.

She felt a specific surge of anger toward both the dark-haired one who had been looking at the monitors - long enough, Shannon thought, that it would seem he knew at least one person on there, which made her angrier still that he wasn't taking her side - and the one asking whether anyone had any special talents. They were all speaking in general terms, but she knew just as much as they all did that all of the sentiments were aimed at her and Shannon didn't like that. The dark-haired one who had been watching the monitor had pointed out that the bickering was going to give the Management a bit of entertainment. That's what they want and the point is to keep them happy, idiot; what part of my side of the argument did you not get? she thought, livid, as she glared back at him before moving her eyes to the larger man who seemed to want to take charge. The teenager went ignored for the time being. "You must be new," she replied, eyes still narrowed as she looked over at him. "Just because there's a door doesn't mean it opens. Welcome to Vas Captio, mon ami," she all but spat at him.

When he went on asking whether there was anyone with special talents or whether there were vampires, it was all Shannon could do not to scream in frustration. There was no such thing as vampires, what the fuck were all these people talking about lately?! Still, she forced her focus back on Sarah Jane who had yet to speak up to agree or disagree with Shannon's point of view. It was more disappointing than she was willing to admit out loud that instead of taking a side of the arguement, Sarah Jane had simply addressed the question Shannon had asked her about Ianto. The answer in and of itself distracted Shannon from her anger at the men in the room. "They're turning him into a what?" she gasped. Her eyes moved back to the screen and a chill ran down her spine as she watched the gleeful and uncharacteristically happy looks on both Jack and the Doctor's faces as Ianto's expression darkly contrasted theirs - the fear on his face; the panic was visible even on the slightly pixellated screen. "Like...a robot?" she asked, looking away from the screen again with question in her eyes as she looked back at Sarah Jane.

As Spencer offered to watch the screens - and Shannon bit the insides of her cheeks not to dig at him again for his willingness to do so - Shannon noticed that Sarah Jane had taken a seat on one of the cots and was quietly watching. Rather than respond to the point that one of the men had brought up about no one wanting to watch their friends murdered, Shannon sank down onto the cot beside Sarah Jane and balled her hands into fists, fidgeting them in her lap as she watched the screens, looking for Sam and trying very hard not to cry sympathetically - and grievously - whenever she caught sight of the look on Ianto's face.

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[info]ballerinadreams
2009-11-10 12:20 am UTC (link)
The man with whom Shannon had previously agreed went on to try to diagnose the people on one of the screens and she moved her eyes away from Ianto's and back to L's. She couldn't help wondering if the female body on the slab in front of Lexie was Laura. Part of her thought that the only person over whom L would have been so upset was Laura. The idea in and of itself was that much more heartbreaking for her, because as much as she and L hadn't really gotten along an awful lot - and she couldn't be entirely sure that it was L, since they'd never met, but she was under the impression that he was the only Asian man left since Domeki had died, the other Asian man had been found hanging (rumor had it) weeks ago, and Watanuki had gone missing - but she had connected with L on that level alone. He had felt for Laura the way that Shannon felt for Sam. If she ever lost Sam the way L had lost Laura, she wasn't sure she'd be able to push on and L had at least appeared to try. She could only imagine just how traumatizing seeing her body like that would be.

"He's talking to his girlfriend," she said in a dull voice without looking over at the man who had pointed out that L was talking to a corpse. "He loved her. Dead or not, he loved her before...that doesn't just stop when someone ceases to live," she added bitterly. "As for the living woman, maybe she's freaked because she's being forced to perform an autopsy on her boyfriend, but then again, what the hell do I know? Everyone thinks I'm wrong, so clearly I'm talking out of my ass, never mind me," she added and the bitterness in her voice was, by far, more aimed at the teenager, Spencer, and the two men who had made her feel as though she'd been chastised than it was at the nervous man to whom she was replying.

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[info]wyld_stallyn
2009-11-10 12:29 am UTC (link)
Ted was used to being ignored. Mostly, he didn't care. Or didn't even notice it. He generally did his own thing with Bill and things worked out.

However, he wasn't so oblivious that he didn't notice the tone of the blonde babe's voice. "They're totally going to go through with this stuff anyway, right? Dudes have done this before." That was what it had sounded like to him, anyway. But he shrugged, a large motion that took all of his lanky body with him.

"Most tragic that we're giving them a total double feature." That was all. He stepped up to one of the monitors, wincing at what he saw, and looked down sadly. Ted wore his emotions not just on his sleeve, but his entire proverbial outfit.

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