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Andy Gallagher is not the droid you're looking for ([info]brain_ninja) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-04-16 19:53:00

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Entry tags:!complete, andy gallagher, day 04, lexie grey, location: church

Who: Andy Gallagher and Lexie Grey
Where: The Church
What: Lexie checks out Andy's injury for him
When: late afternoon
Rating: TBA but probably no more than PG or PG-13
Status: Complete



Lexie, with whom he'd only talked on the journal and could only hope was actually a doctor, said that she suggested only having one pill every eight hours. It had been early morning when he'd taken the last, but he had no idea how much time had passed since then. Probably not eight hours, even though his leg was starting to ache dully and itch. Lexie had said she'd come over and take a look which made him feel infinitely better. Martha was apparently missing and if that wasn't bad enough, he felt like a selfish dick for wanting her to be around just to have a look at the wound to see if he'd let it unintentionally get infected.

So, he waited. He was feeling a lot more "with it" than he had been earlier when Luna was there, so he could only assume that the Vicodin was wearing off. Lexie had said she was looking for a sewing machine which had, admittedly, freaked him the fuck out, but if she was planning on sewing him up, maybe that was for the best. Except for the part where Martha had said it was going to hurt so bad he'd probably pass out. That didn't sound terribly appealing. I'm not a fucking pair of jeans, man...this is gonna blow so hard.

The sound of the door opening caught Andy's attention and he sat up, looking over his shoulder. Hopefully it was Lexie rather than Luna returning. He didn't want her watching if Lexie was going to give him makeshift stitches. "Hello?" he called out, trying to peek around the pews from his spot on the floor unsuccessfully.



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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 07:37 pm UTC (link)
Lexie felt like she had a purpose for the first time since before she was dropped off in the woods. She could have been filling out charts, or watching surgeries, or being berated or artfully dodging George. However, she'd been wandering around looking for some hope of rescue or escape or comfort. Instead, she found comfort in her training now.

When she saw Andy asking questions about vicodin and mentioning he needed help, Lexie suddenly felt so very useful. She could actually do something. The idea almost seemed novel.

Following a trip to the thrift store, Lexie made her way to the Church. She'd found a sewing machine, and after breaking the bit off the end she was fairly sure it would do the job if she had to. It almost seemed barbaric, this thought of sewing someone up without anesthetic; but, what else was she supposed to do.

Kicking herself she realized she hadn't even seen the patient. For all she knew he had a scratch. Knocking on the door and poking her head inside Lexie looked around, "Hello? Andy?"

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 07:49 pm UTC (link)
"Lexie?" he called back upon hearing an unfamiliar woman's voice. He knew, at least, that it wasn't Luna. That was a relief, which in and of itself felt weird to admit. "Up front. See the fire? I'm at the base," he replied. "I'd get up, but I'm kinda hurtin' right now, so forgive me for being kind of fuckin' rude," he added sheepishly.

With a little bit of effort, though, he dragged himself, walking his hands over the hardwood floor, far enough out so that he could peek around the pew with his head tipped back. She was upside down and he couldn't tell, really, what she looked like from the distance, but it did make him feel marginally better that she was dressed in scrubs. Doctor clothes. That was reassuring.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 07:54 pm UTC (link)
She heard a man's voice and it made her perk a bit. Letting her lips curl into a bit of a lopsided grin she followed the sound of his voice. It was kind of weird to see an open fire in a church; but, it was understandable.

"Don't worry about it," she said as she made her way down the aisle. "In this case I'll make a house call." She'd always wanted to be asked to make a house call. Though, it wasn't often that surgeons were asked to do something like that.

Coming up closer she offered a quick smile, momentarily overlooking his ripped ear. "Nice to finally meet you, Andy."

She knelt down beside him and offered her hand. "I'm Lexie Grey," her look of concern was genuine. It was all she could do not to wish for a nice clean hospital room right now. "Let's have a look at your leg."

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 08:10 pm UTC (link)
Andy laughed at that, nodding. "It's much appreciated," he told her. "Nice to meet you, too, Lexie," He said, taking her hand and shaking it weakly.

It hadn't occurred to him that for her to get a good look, he'd have to drop trou until just then when she'd said she wanted to have a look. At least he had boxer shorts on this time around; he hadn't when Luna had been trying to help him. Laying back down, Andy lifted his hips off the floor and unzipped his jeans. "It looks like shit, I'm gonna warn you. Luna and I tried to clean it out with water, but it was rain water and it was all we had..." He didn't add that they'd cleaned through the fabric of the pajama pants he'd been wearing at the time.

The jeans came down to his knees and Andy sat up again, kicking them off and nudging the end of his boxers upward to expose the wound. Even he was disgusted by it when he looked; the skin surrounding the wound was pink and irritated. And fucking itchy, even if he knew better than to actually scratch it.

"Hell of a way to meet somebody. Hey, I'm Andy, hang on a sec and I'll take off my pants," he joked, wanting to lighten the mood a little as he looked back up at her. She was cute...and looked young. Was she sure she was a doctor and not, like, a medical student...?

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 08:26 pm UTC (link)
He seemed not quite as embarrassed as she would have been had the situation been reversed. Dropping her pants in front of someone- especially someone in a situation like this had a bit of an edge of mortifying to it.

Keeping on the doctor face, she let her smile fade for a moment as she slid into clinical mode. He said he had been washing it, and that was a good sign. Though, taking care of it with just water wasn't a good thing to do. "We need to find something other then water," she said, "Maybe an antibacterial ointment, or just plain old alcohol." She was letting her mind run through the options - trying to decide just what she'd be able to find in this broken down town. No matter what, they needed to find something. If Cheryl mad managed to do nothing when she'd met her, she'd managed to convince Lexie that help was not coming.

Taking a deep breath she smiled slowly, "Oh, I once met a guy who's carotid artery was both exposed and barely patched up. That was awkward, especially when it burst," and then he died.

"You're working up quite an infection, Andy." She said, gently reaching her fingertips out to touch the wound. That, she was certain would hurt; but, she wanted to try and gauge a little better just how deep it was. The wound was starting to smell lightly of almonds - not a good sign, necrotic flesh. "See the way the pink kind of reaches out like fingers? That's infection. We're going to have to clean it out and sew you up and then you're going to have to keep it clean."

"So, did I read something about a pharmacy here?"

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 08:39 pm UTC (link)
Grimacing at what she said, Andy nodded. "Yeah I bet," was all he could come up with. Mostly, because he had no idea what that would look like, let alone feel like to see.

Andy was disappointed but not surprised when Lexie said that he was working up quite an infection. That, at least, explained the itching around the site of the puncture wound. He hissed in protest to her touch, wincing, but he didn't move. Andy made a very conscious effort to stay still for her. "Fuck..." he breathed out, squeezing his eyes shut. Without looking, he nodded at her. "Yeah, I know...I sort of figured..." he admitted as he opened his eyes again.

She asked about a pharmacy and he nodded again. "Yeah, it's like ten or fifteen minutes down the road, the way I figure. Took me twice that long to get there, so that's my best guess, since I was limping around. And before you say anything, I know I overdid it; I've gotten the lecture from three different people and inference to it from at least two more," he said with a weak and sheepish grin. "I'm not gonna lie to you...I really hate the idea of being stitched up...can you like, I don't know, knock me the fuck out first or something?" he asked, feeling a blush rise in his cheeks with embarrassment. Man, he was being such a pussy right now...

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 08:48 pm UTC (link)
She felt bad, making him wince and hiss. It wasn't part of her job that she could really ever separate herself from. Some doctors said 'oh, this will only sting a second,' which everyone knew was a lie. So, what did Lexie do? She just kind of warned people before she did something, let them imagine what it would feel like and then hoped their imagination was worse than what she actually did. It saved her having to put on a really bad show for them and then being made out like a liar.

She listened as he described the pharmacy. "Truth be told, Andy, I don't know I could stitch you up like this. Like it or not, your muscles would tense up and make it next to impossible to make sure we got all the nasty stuff out of there and stitch you up right." She was imagining trying to stitch up a bloated baloon - once the swelling fell the stitches would be too loose and he'd be back to where he was now in no time.

"I could run to the pharmacy, see what they have. I don't know if they'll have chloroform or something like it. I'd have to look. We're not going to try and do this with you just sitting here, Andy - though, you're going to get patched up, I promise."

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 08:58 pm UTC (link)
The fact that Lexie was saying she wasn't sure she could stitch him up when he was conscious made Andy simultaneously feel both better and worse. Martha hadn't seemed to have a problem with it, save the fact that she felt badly for the fact that he'd probably pass out from the pain. He liked Lexie's idea far better.

Although... "Isn't chloroform, like, poisonous?" he asked uneasily. He gave her a tired but grateful smile when she promised that she'd patch him up. He hoped she could. "What kind of recoup time am I gonna be looking at d'you think? Once it's all said and done?" he asked. "Because..." He let his voice trail off. Because I need to protect Luna. Because I need to be able to defend myself if I wake up in the fucking woods again. Because I hate being a bigger burden than I already am... "How long?" he asked again, furrowing his brow slightly.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 09:09 pm UTC (link)
"Chloroform is poisonous," she started, rocking back to sit her butt on the floor proper. "Though, I think you have a better shot with that then getting hit on the head," you might wake up if we knock you out with a bat.

"However, most bottles have safe dosage levels if you know how to read them." She let her gaze wander around the church and it's rotting wood. Everywhere, wood that was just falling apart. No wander he'd had such an easy time starting a fire with what he'd found.

"Well, in terms of how quickly you'll be up and about again. Though, it'll depend on how long you keep off of it, and how good you keep it clean. Could be a day or two; or it could take a week. If that pharmacy has antibiotics, that will help, too. Are you allergic to anything?" Suddenly she was kicking herself for not asking that in the first place. "If they don't have chloroform, they might have some sleeping pills." Now Lexie was moving from poison to drugging him into oblivion. What would Doctor Yang think? How about the Chief? George?

She tried to smile again, but her mind was running at a million miles a minute.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 09:20 pm UTC (link)
Andy's brow furrowed heavily at her response. While he didn't like the idea of someone literally knocking him out (although he was pretty sure Sam would willingly volunteer at this point), he also wasn't so sure how well he liked the idea of being poisoned into unconsciousness.

"Oh," he managed, finally. She explained that he could be better as soon as a few days if he played his cards right and Andy's downtrodden expression and mood lifted exponentially. "Just tell me what I gotta do, Doc Lex, and I'm on it," he said with a grin. "The sooner I'm on my feet again, the better," he added.

"That pharmacy is stocked. I'd really be surprised if you didn't find antibiotics, although if not, I'd say try the gym. That's where Martha set up camp and I think that Shannon girl was going to round up some crap and leave it for Martha," he said, hoping to be more helpful than his former vague reply had probably been. "Oh, and no. Not allergic to anything that I know of," he added quickly.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-16 09:31 pm UTC (link)
He clearly didn't like the fact that chloroform was poisonous. "Well, you know that Vicodin is killing your liver, right? Technically all our drugs are poisons - they just do a little more good then harm when used correctly. I mean, there's all the side effects they list on commercials and stuff and all the fine print on the labels."

She was trying to make him feel a little bit better - and she was certain she could empathize. She wouldn't want to be laid up in crazy-ville, either. "Oh, just Lexie is fine," she responded, not quite wanting to run off to the pharmacy yet. Let's face it, this is the first relatively normal conversation she'd had with a normal looking person who wasn't freaking her out. Thoughts of Rohrshack alone made her want to cringe.

"Well, it's good you're not allergic to anything, it means there's a ton more options." She was glad to hear that the pharmacy had a ton of stuff in it. Maybe it even had rubber gloves? Or perhaps some real sutures?

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-16 09:38 pm UTC (link)
"No, but thanks for the revelation," he laughed. "I've never taken it before. Bob found it and made me take it because even that guy could tell I was in agony," he said, giving a sheepish smile.

Andy nodded. "Lexie, okay," he agreed. "Thank you - Lexie - for helping me out. I appreciate it," he said sincerely.

It wasn't that no one else was helping him; Martha had offered when he'd been too stubborn to agree and Luna had been trying. It was just that Lexie was a real doctor, from what she was wearing and what she said and Andy was in a place, now, where he was more than ready to listen and let her help. If he kept up the way he had been before, he'd take forever to heal at best and get gangrene or some shit at worst. Neither sounded appealing.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-19 08:14 pm UTC (link)
"Bob?" She'd heard him mentioned, but hadn't met him. "I haven't met too many people yet - Cielo, Rohrschack, and Cheryl," she recounted them slowly - it wasn't hard for her to keep track. Of course, she wasn't counting the people in the journals because she hadn't technically met them she supposed.

"You're welcome, Andy," she smiled warmly, squinting out the window. "I'm going to run to the Pharmacy, I guess. I'll find what I can and then I'll be back. You're sure you're not allergic to anything?" she just had to double check - to have him go into anaphalactic shock would be really unfortunate given their predicament.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-19 08:20 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, Bob. He doesn't talk much," Andy replied. "I haven't met any of those people...I've met..." he paused and did a mental inventory. "Luna, Merope, George - that's a chick - Bob, Martha...and you. Well, and Sam, but I knew him before here," he said. "Oh, and Sarah. I think that's everybody."

Nodding, Andy laid his head back and sighed. He hated to see her go, but he somehow was confident she'd be back, even if he'd just met her. She seemed to genuinely want to help him. Here's hoping she doesn't fall off the face of the planet like Martha did... he thought. "Nothing that I know of, no," he told her with a weak smile. "Be careful, okay? It's a fuckin' jungle out there," he added seriously as he looked up at her again.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-19 08:57 pm UTC (link)
"Oh," came the reflexive sound with regard to Bob. "That's a lot of people," her brow raised, thinking back to all the people she'd seen at the carnival. She wondered which of them were which - it would have been nice to have more faces to put with names.

Standing and brushing off the backs of her legs and smoothing out her scrubs she looked to the door. "I'll be back pretty quick," she said over her shoulder as she headed back down the aisle. She wanted to say something witty and friendly and reassuring; but, she was coming up empty as her brain had long since shifted into minor-panic combined with triage mode. She had work to do, despite her intense feelings of discomfort and numbed fear and that was probably the biggest thing keeping her functional at the moment.

Turning in the direction she remembered the pharmacy to be in from Cheryl's map she made her way down the street and to the crumbling structure with little problem. Pushing open the door she peeked her head inside, half expecting to be bombarded by flourescent lighting and an old pharmacist with horn rimmed glasses and a paper hat. The aisles looked like they had already been raided; but, with care she selected some bandages, a bottle of vodka, some antibacterial cream and some medical tape. Ducking back into the pharmacy proper she looked at the assortment of drugs - everything from anitdepressants to sleeping pills to cholesterol meds lined the shelves. There was even an old bottle of chloroform. Seeing the antidepressents, however, Lexie had a better idea: ketamine. Lifting the bottle she examined the dosing instructions, Lexie then carefully measured the powder and placed it into capsules. As much as she didn't enjoy playing pharmacist, she didn't see much choice in the matter. Returning to the shelves she hid the bottle high and to the back - not wanting anyone to go off and experiment.

Confident in her procedural choice, Lexie also grabbed a bit of dental numbing salve and some gloves- better safe then sorry. She looked back over the pharmacy, fairly certain she had everything she needed she was out and back down the road again to the church.

"I'm back!" She called from the door, pushing it open with her hip, her arms laden with all the goodies she'd found. "And you don't have to worry about the chloroform," she volunteered with a smile.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-19 09:15 pm UTC (link)
"I've been here half a week," Andy replied with a facial shrug. It was probably a lot of people by comparison, he thought, rather than in a general sense.

He was nervous to see her go, but he nodded and gave a weak wave with one hand.

As she walked down the aisle, Andy closed his eyes and tried to relax. Surely, she'd be back. It was daylight. Lexie would be fine. And she'd come back for him and fix it. He hoped.

The time seemed to slide by at a snail's pace. Andy was dying to take another Vicodin. The pain, now, was starting to make him nauseous again and he shifted uncomfortably on the floor, tapping his fingertips anxiously on the hardwood floor.

There was no way of knowing how much time had passed since she'd left, but when he heard the door open and Lexie call out that she was back, Andy relaxed and smiled. The smile only grew when she said he wouldn't have to worry about the chloroform. "Awesome, what'd you come up with, then?" he asked, raising his eyebrows and watching her approach, upside down, as he leaned his head back. "Sleeping pills?"

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-19 09:28 pm UTC (link)
"Ketamine," she remarked to his question, she tossed the orange prescription bottle to him when she was close enough and carefully set the rest of her supplies to the floor.

"You haven't taken any more of those vicodin lately, right?" She asked, habitually reaching out to grab his wrist to take his pulse. She didn't have a watch, so, she'd just have to kind of wager how his pulse felt. Not too fast, not too slow.

"Now, when was the last time you ate something? This stuff can really mess your stomach up," she was done counting heart beats and had set herself to organizing her materials. She had never wished for an autoclave machine so much in her life. For now all she had was a needle that technically threaded on the wrong end, some dental floss, and a poor guy with a gaping hole in his leg.

"So, this stuff can mess you up pretty good - and I'm telling you in the name of informed consent. It can make you hallucinate and make you feel pretty crappy. Also, if your dose is too high it can depress your respiration... but, it's still better than chloroform because I don't want to knock you out without a way to monitor you."

Looking around she located the dental floss and pulled the small needle from her pocket. "So, you'll be a bit on the minty fresh side when this is all said and done, I guess."

Do no harm, Lexie.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-19 09:40 pm UTC (link)
Giving a facial shrug, Andy caught the bottle. He'd never heard of the stuff. "Uh, uh, I had one when I first woke up just after the sun came out, but I haven't had one since after you said how few I should be having a day in the journals," Andy told her.

He watched with interest as she checked his pulse. Did that have anything to do with anything, he wondered. "Uh...I had an apple a few hours ago. That's...kinda it," he admitted, unsure if that'd be a good answer or a bad answer. The fact that she said it could mess his stomach up deflated Andy a little. That was just what he needed; to feel more sick. As she went on, Andy grew more and more uneasy. Swallowing hard, he looked around her at the church door. Suddenly, he sort of wished Luna was around; he could certainly use a second opinion to go with his own uninformed one. Saying nothing, Andy nodded. And then something occurred to him. "So how long for those side effects? Like...what happens after you leave, I mean?" Was he going to be having an attack of the crazies all by his lonesome and having to hope like hell that Luna (or anyone else) didn't walk into the church to see him that way? That, Andy thought, would be putting himself right on the fast track to losing any kind of comfort or trust anyone had for him. Anyway, who wanted to hang out with a headcase?

A weak, nervous grin crossed Andy's lips at her comment. "Yeah that's what I said to Bob when he found it..." he murmured. Taking a deep breath, he looked up into her eyes. "So, what...I just...take this now? Knock it back with some water and then we wait...?" he asked uncomfortably.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-19 10:00 pm UTC (link)
"Listen, I can see you're freaked out," she hadn't even pulled on the gloves yet, no, there was too much to do at the moment - she needed him calm if she was going to stitch him up. "I can't knock you out because I can't monitor you. So, that means no chloroform. I can let the pain knock you out, but that's just not a good idea. Then there's these little pills. Ravers take them because they get you really high and obviously don't knock you out."

She could understand being scared. It's one thing to be in the hospital and numbed up and maybe given a vallium and stitched up in a clean place and taken care of. It was totally another to be stuck in a dingy church with a backward needle and drugs that really shouldn't be used for this purpose.

"So, you're going to probably feel like you're sucked out of your body. You're going to know what's going on, but you won't feel anything. I'm going to check things out and then stitch you up. Then I'll stay with you until this stuff wears off, ok?"

She took a deep breath, "Do you have a lighter handy?" Taking out the needle she knew she'd need to sterilize it before she even thought about using it. No need to give him an even greater risk of infection than he already had.

"So, you take this whenever you're ready and I'll be here to get you through."

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-19 10:14 pm UTC (link)
Swallowing thickly, Andy nodded. He didn't like the idea of being poisoned or passing out from the pain the way that Martha had said. Nor, he decided, did he particularly like the sound of the effects this drug would have, but even he had to agree that it sounded like the best option of the bunch. At least he would still be conscious. Sort of...

"Just matches," he replied apologetically, nodding toward his kit in the pew behind them. "Or the fire," he added. At least she was going to stay. If she really knew what she was doing, then he'd be okay, right? Here was to hoping that she actually knew what she was talking about and she wasn't pulling it out of her ass. But then he thought, for a second, and nodded. "Oh! K-holes. Ok...ah, Jesus, I've been avoiding that shit for years, but there's a first time for everything, right?" he asked with a nervous laugh as he sat up. Uncapping the tea Luna had left with him, for lack of any remaining water, he looked over at Lexie with a grim smile. "Bottoms up..." he said with a furrowed brow before popping the meds and washing them down. Here goes nothing... he thought miserably as he laid back down and stared nervously at the ceiling. "How long before I hit La La Land?"

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-19 10:35 pm UTC (link)
She nodded preferring the idea of the controlled flame of the match to dangling her arm over the fire. Taking up the matches from where he indicated she set them aside, preparing the area carefully. Spreading out a layer of the bandages sanitary side up, she laid down the floss, and following a pass with the matches the needle was laid down, too.

"It'll be about five to ten minutes. You tell me when you're starting to feel a bit loopy, ok?" She uncapped the vodka and took stock of everything she had. She also uncapped the antibacterial lotion and the dental lidacane. Better to have everything open then have to fumble with it in her gloves.

Pulling on the gloves she started threading the needle. When Andy was ready to roll she would be, too. "So, where's home, Andy?" It was time for small talk. Small talk always made her feel a little bit better.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-19 10:44 pm UTC (link)
Nodding, Andy watched as she readied what was apparently going to be her makeshift station. "Will do," he agreed. His stomach was already doing somersaults, but he had to assume that was his nerves. Not a single thing about this process was comforting. She put on her gloves and Andy closed his eyes, heart thumping in his chest at nearly the same speed he was sure it had been when he first heard the cougar in the woods, still tied to Martha.

Slowly, he opened his eyes and looked back up at her. Small talk...she was trying to kill time before he was out of it enough for her to get started. "Uh, Oklahoma. Small town called Guthrie," he told her. "What about you?" he asked, his eyes focusing on the needle as she threaded it. Oh, fuck me, I'm gonna throw up... he thought miserably as his stomach turned with nervousness. While Andy wasn't afraid of needles, he sure as shit wasn't a big fan of them. It was part of the reason he stuck to pot, after all; no needles, no sniffing...just a bong and a lighter. He let out a shaky breath and looked away from the needle again, his eyes scanning over the stained glass windows. He felt like he was floating. "Okay..." he said slowly, sliding his eyes lazily back to Lexie. "I'm feeling pretty lightheaded..." he admitted. And sick, he thought, but didn't say because he was fairly certain it was nerves rather than any actual stomach upset.

He wondered how long it had been. How much longer before he couldn't feel anything. Maybe he didn't feel anything; she wasn't touching him, so there was no way for him to know... His fingers tapped anxiously against the floor. ...he could feel that...

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-21 07:37 pm UTC (link)
"Well, I grew up in Washington state," she started, again reaching out to feel his pulse. Steady. Steady was good. Trying to catch his eyes she checked his pupils - which were already starting to dilate. "I went to school in Massachusetts, though."

"You might remember this stuff," she said, holding up the tube of what was essentially extra strength oragel. "Works on your gums and works on open wounds, this will probably sting a little," she had to warn him as she didn't know just how effective the Ketamine had been just yet. But, she thought this might help calm his nerves - a product that he knew how it worked.

Lining up the tip she carefully squirted the gel on the edges of the wound - not wanting to get it in there - just around. "How you feeling now, Andy?" She wasn't making any sort of movement for the needle just yet. No, she wouldn't do that until she was certain he was fairly far gone.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-21 08:06 pm UTC (link)
Andy was trying to listen to Lexie; he really was. But, in all honesty, he was too busy trying not to let her see that he was being such a girl right then that he couldn't concentrate on what she was saying. Instead of replying in earnest, he went with, "cool."

His eyes moved back to her when she seemed to be trying to get his attention, but Andy's mind was reeling already with a thousand other things. Why couldn't he feel his fingers tapping on the floor anymore, for one thing; he hadn't remembered ceasing the action. He was nodding at her, but it was numbly and he hadn't processed a single word she'd said. For all he knew, Lexie was telling him she was about to bring in a big dude to bend him over and take him from behind; he had no clue what she was saying. At all. And that scared the shit out of him.

When she squeezed something onto his leg, he felt the cold of it and tried to lift his head to look, but he couldn't quite seem to make his body go along with his plans. His eyes squeezed shut so that she wouldn't see the panic in them. The fuck was this stuff?! Did ravers actually enjoy this?! He felt like he was paralyzed by his own sudden lack of motor skills. "Like I'm stoned," he said. There was the same sensation of floating that he got when he smoked enough pot; the same sort of wobbly illusion of a dead man's float. The only difference was that he couldn't move. "...I can't move. Is that supposed to happen?" he mumbled a little incoherently, opening his eyes again and looking up at her. "I mean...I literally can't move..."

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-21 08:25 pm UTC (link)
"You're OK, Andy," She said, fingers again at his wrist. His pulse felt good, and his pupils were big black holes. It was now or never. She silently wished she had someone else here to keep him calm.

However, it wasn't lost on Lexie she had a job to do. She wanted to tell him, 'it's best you don't move, actually,' but she kept that to herself. "Back home, in Seattle, I have to do this all the time," she kept talking. It was best she keep talking - it was keeping her calm at least. She was pretty sure he wasn't listening anyway.

Taking up the needle she carefully pressed at the wound with her fingertips first. The flesh was inflamed and most certainly on the road to infection. Setting the needle down she needed to irrigate the wound. Taking up the vodka, her antiseptic of choice she started pouring, the scent of the alcohol pungent. "I've never been a vodka girl, though. More of the beer sort."

The wound was clean, the next step would be to stitch the wound - still she had to wait and be absolutely certain he was long gone in the world of the trip. God, she hoped it was a good one.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-21 08:39 pm UTC (link)
Jesus, I hope you're right, he thought miserably when she tried to reassure that he was all right. It was not lost on him that she hadn't said anything to the effect of, "yes, that's supposed to happen" or "that's totally normal, don't worry." He tried to let the fact that she said she had to do this sort of thing all the time relax him, but he somehow doubted that she used hallucinogens to anesthetize her patients back home, so the sentiment went without what he thought might've been its desired effect.

He could feel pressure when she pushed on him and he could smell the vodka. "Why not rubbing alcohol?" he mumbled, eyes rolling back slightly. Jesus, there was fucking rubbing alcohol in the pharmacy, shit, he thought he remembered Bob even grabbing some...was he missing something or had she failed to grab it because she'd missed something? And if she'd missed alcohol in a pharmacy...should he really be letting her do this? He could feel his heart beating faster in his chest as he thought about it.

Oh, Jesus, she's an overzealous intern. She's a fucking med student, I know it, and I'm letting her drug me into fucking oblivion when she doesn't even know what she's doing. Where the fuck is Martha?! There was a low buzz in his ears, then, but it didn't worry him; he'd always gotten that when he smoked, so he had to assume it was just him and not the actual drugs themselves. But with the hum in his ear, he had no idea whether he'd actually thought that or said it aloud; no idea if she was still talking or if she had quieted to concentrate.

Andy had no idea about anything at all. "What...the fuck..." he murmured to himself, the words echoing around his head so heavily it made him wince. His voice sounded so loud in his head; so far away but so loud.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-21 08:54 pm UTC (link)
"The Alcohol was in plastic bottles, Andy. Plastic bottles from 1970 at best. Who knows how long that stuff had been there. It actually turns into acetone with age - and you don't want THAT in your leg, do you?"

He didn't even wince as she irrigated the wound - which lead her to believe it was the right time to start stitching. Thinking to Doctor Sloan's recent tutorial the barbed baseball style stitch would work best here - it would close nicely and it would leave little scar for such a large area.

Here we go, she coached herself and she pressed the needle through the first edge of his flesh, pulling the floss through carefully. This would just have to work, they didn't have any choice.

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[info]brain_ninja
2009-04-21 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Eyelids fluttering, Andy tried to shake his head. He couldn't feel himself move; he didn't know if he'd actually managed to do so. So, he grunted in response. No, no he didn't want fucking acetone in there; wasn't that what fingernail polish remover was made of, or something?

"Just fix me," he told her, the mind thing working of its own accord and out of his control. The realization of that was scary, too. Jesus that was like...

"Webber," he gasped, his eyes moving away from Lexie and up at the shadow that fell over the two of them. Webber, with the sadistic grin. Webber, with the blood on his face. Webber, with a motherfucking hole in his chest still oozing from the gunshot wound Andy himself had inflicted, stood over them, towering by comparison to Andy's position on the floor. "Jesus fuck, no," he muttered in something stuck between a laugh and a sob.

What'sa matter, Andy? Not so happy to see me? Webber asked and Andy's eyes slid over to Lexie again, wide with panic, but she wasn't even looking. Didn't she see the shadow? Didn't she hear his voice? Didn't she see the bullet hole?!

Hey. Over here, murderer, Webber said, snapping his fingers to get Andy's attetnion. Andy looked back at him and Webber smiled, his eyes dark with madness. Look at you...you're just like me. You're no better than me. Killing me like that? Like a fucking coward when my back was turned? Using the... Webber tapped his temple with one finger before continuing, on one Martha Jones; on that pretty little thing, he said, nodding at Lexie, without permission even after everything? Holding down a couple of defenseless animals and letting a vampire rip 'em to shreds? Jesus, Andy, you're a hypocrite. What's next? Or should I say 'who'?

"Stop it. Shut up. Shut up, shut up, shut up!" That time it had been intentional, but Webber laughed.

You think you can beat me? You couldn't even kill me, you useless, pathetic fuck. You're a waste of space; look at you. Laying on the floor like the useless sack of shit you are and always were. We could've had everything, Andy. Everything. We could've ruled the world if we wanted to...and you couldn't do it. You're weak.

Andy felt himself standing, which made no sense at all; Lexie was still beside him. When he looked over his shoulder, he could still see her stitching his leg with frigging dental floss. He was laying there, drugged out of his mind and paralyzed, but he was standing there before the man - his brother - that he'd killed in cold blood. Only, when he looked back at Webber, Webber was gone and Andy was standing there, floating a few inches off the ground, staring at nothing.

"Make it stop," he said, looking back over his shoulder and down at Lexie...and himself... That was so fucking weird, holy shit. "Make it stop, please make it stop," he breathed, reaching out to touch her shoulder and only managing to create a weird blur of motion where his hand should've rightfully been. "What the fuck...oh Jesus, what the fuck...?" he muttered.

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[info]skipped3rdgrade
2009-04-23 05:21 pm UTC (link)
Lexie was working diligently, making careful progress as she tried to focus on her task at hand. Taking a moment to breathe and check on him she glanced up at his eyes and the expression on his face was terrible. Andy, it seemed, was petrified - even more so than she initially had expected.

Then Andy started talking. The things he was saying were sad and fearful and forceful - and truthfully it all scared the shit out of Lexie. Though she knew a moment before she wanted to stop, to check his pulse, to be certain that he was just tripping there and not seizing - she found her mind set upon the need to fix. Her fingers worked in practiced motions and at a speed that only came when one stopped thinking.

"It's just a bad trip, Andy. Unfortunately, it's normal. You'll come down soon. Just breathe. That's all just..." She was going to continue, to try and reassure him that it was alright when she was interrupted, Shut up came flittering into her mind and Lexie grey could only finish her stitches and set to the business of covering the wound in salve.

Her task complete, and feeling the urge to just be quiet, Lexie set back, taking hold of Andy's hand. She wasn't even sure if he could actually feel it. In any event, she'd sit and wait with him.

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