I won't pretend it was a quick or easy to get that point, because it wasn't and isn't. I still have my days where it's all I can think about is losing what I've built here or someone else being sent home. I just try to take it day by day and appreciate what I have while I can on the good days.
He's got robes and a beard, but he's beautifully unique so I imagine he's not quite what you're thinking. I'm taking your word for it and counting myself lucky, then.