eddie kaspbrak (psychosomatia) wrote in valloic, @ 2020-12-21 21:04:00 |
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Entry tags: | ₴ inactive: dan torrance |
WHO: Eddie and Dan
WHAT: Brain and Shining and post death check up stuff.
WHERE: The Clinic
WHEN: Tuesday morning
WARNINGS: Talking about death, Pennywise, and maybe some internalized homophobia from Eddie here
STATUS: In process.
When Eddie realized that he was avoiding Richie, that was when he knew he had to do something. He couldn't go on like this. Richie was his best friend and he didn't deserve feeling like he'd fucked up just because Eddie couldn't face anything. He needed to start to get some of his shit together, to start to deal with his problems one at a time, and this was the easiest one. The freaking out about being back from the dead. It was his newest problem, it had less time to sink it's teeth in.
He headed down to the clinic, walking. He was walking everywhere these days; he was going to be so fit, by the time he got everything figured out. He didn't make an appointment, figured if they took walk-ins then he'd just drop in when he was feeling able. This morning was fine - last night Richie had gone out to some kind of party and Eddie had stayed in and he was feeling particularly sorry for himself so, he decided, it was time to cut the shit. Or at least try to.
He found the clinic, hesitating outside and looking up at the building for a long few minutes. And then he walked in.
He knew he'd feel better about getting a checkup after returning from the dead - his scar was still thrumming sometimes, still made him remember when he touched it - but he also wanted to talk to Dan. He'd said something about going into his head and Eddie was starting to think maybe that might be worth a shot.