I do not know. He did not always approve of my lifestyle or my choices, but he used to care more. I suppose it changed after I found a way to keep from dying and he'd decided I traded my soul to the devil for selfish reasons. He was not entirely wrong. I did turn to someone I should not have because I was afraid of dying and had little interest in the whole ordeal. I just hoped he would forgive me. I think I knew better, however.