Beau/Vax
It's not all that weird, no. I think that if I asked him to tell me every detail between what I remember and what he last remembers, he'd probably tell me. I haven't asked, though. And I suppose that there is only but so much he would know anyway, since he doesn't travel with us.
But I guess I'm just trying to focus on what's going on here, rather than get too bogged down by what might be happening there. I actually have control over my life here, whereas it feels like whatever happens in Exandria is something I'm just going to find out about via dump of memories in dreams. The memories feel as real as whatever happens here, but I'm still here and not there, you know? I won't pretend I don't think about it and dwell a hell of a lot, but I'm trying. It's just easier some days than others.