Richie/Shiro
You don't need to deflect. I was just trying to figure out how we got from talking about my clone to this. If you mean did he feel any different, then no. Definitely not. If you mean in general, was I ever confused about being romantically interested in guys, then the answer is plenty. I thought maybe for a while I wasn't attracted to anyone. But it was mostly just that I had an illness that would very likely cut my life short and I didn't let myself imagine falling in love. It seemed cruel to whoever I left behind. When I met Adam at eighteen, I started to realize that if I let myself dream, I was never going to dream about a woman the same way I would a man.