You don’t owe anyone anything, El. If you know what you wanna do, that’s cool but literally? I don’t think anyone really knows where they wanna be 100% in the future. I know a couple things, but I don’t really feel like I need to have everything worked out and you don’t have to either.
You deserve to be a kid El, and you deserve to take your time to figure out what you wanna do? And picking something doesn’t mean you have to stick with it either. You gotta do what makes you happy and fuck anyone who says that’s not true.