Allison
You managed to find two really, really good people who accepted you and loved you back, both at times of complete upheaval in your life. It's okay to miss Ray while being happy Dan's still here. I missed the Dave I knew in Vietnam while trying to keep the Dave I met in Dallas from ever enlisting.
And of course there's a hug waiting for you.
Time travel is a bitch though and I hope we're done with it.