And that's got to be really hard. Anyone would be freaking out if their body started doing things they didn't expect it to.
I'm sure there's other ways to help without locking you up. I know this is probably really scary for you, but just take a deep breath...I mean, if you breathe. I'm sorry. But just take a second and don't let it overwhelm you. There are a lot of people here who would probably be willing to help.