Richie got so upset the last time we talked about doing another ritual. I don't know if I can do it without him here to argue with us and make jokes about us being dumbasses.
That's literally all I'm clinging to. That he still has us. Because the alternative will drive me up the fucking wall. I'd fight that piece of shit clown again BY MYSELF if it meant we could have him with us again.
I know I do. I don't think I'd ever get through this without you guys. I hate being so weak