Oh! Okay. That's fair. I won't look either. Magic? I guess. I was supposed to go back to the beginning of the circle and then make sure Gansey lived. It worked, so I'm not sorry I wasn't coming back. But then I showed up here and things were weird and I tried to go through a wall and it hurt. But I'm fine now. It took some adjustments I didn't think it would. Like getting used to sleeping and eating and dreams and walking and just generally everything about being alive.