πππ πΈπ£ππππ§ππ€π₯ (thearchivist) wrote in valloic,
jorgie.
Oh, I'm constantly terrified, Georgie. I don't know that it will ever stop. I just...I think, in your case at least, in some way your fear died instead of you. Which...I'll take that over you dying any day.
He's just so good, Georgie. And kind. And warm. He makes me feel like I could maybe be good. And he makes very good tea. And he believes in me. And his smile. And his shoulders. And his arms. He gives really very good hugs. I just...I'll be right back. I need to press my face into a pillow and scream. Honestly, how dare he make me feel like this and then not be here.
Alright, Georgie. I promise. But it's fine. If Daisy can resist the Hunt, then I can resist this. I just need to stop being weak.
The Beholding will love the Admiral because he is good and lovely and perfect.
He was...certainly something. Not as bad as Nikola.