πππ πΈπ£ππππ§ππ€π₯ (thearchivist) wrote in valloic, |
No, he chose me because I had already been marked by one of the fears from childhood. It made his job simpler. The fact that it was the Web...well, apparently he thought it would make me easier to manipulate, having been touched by that fear specifically. It was simply the path of least resistance. Maybe he was right.
It should have been Sasha. She was always brilliant. The very best of us.
I'm not a good person, Georgie. I never really have been. But I want to be. For him. I...really love him, Georgie.
Maybe we can...start over. Or...not over. But maybe we can move forward?
It's different for you, given you feel no fear. I imagine it would just be boring. Oh god. I'm going to have to feed it here, aren't I? How would I even do that? There aren't any statements here but I can't just...feed on people here.
I think it will only show up if something worthwhile is happening. So maybe just let it listen. Or just try to record the Admiral? I just want tapes of him purring now. That sounds very soothing.
Helen is the Spiral. The Distortion. It used to be Michael. Not...not the Vast's Michael. That was Michael Crew. Daisy killed him. The Spiral's Michael was the one with the doors and the hair and the...knife hands. Tim used to...that is, he used to call him Fuckhands McMike. But anyway, he tried to kill me and the Distortion decided it would rather be Helen and he vanished. Helen likes me. Apparently. In her way. But she's still not to be entirely trusted.