perc'ahlia.
It doesn't change the fact that, had things gone differently, you would be gone. And I couldn't live with myself if that happened. If I was the cause of that happening. I've lost so much, Vex, and I've tried to live with it. But if I lost you...I just...I couldn't bear it.
We don't ever really address it. I have my reasons, and I imagine you have yours. And maybe it's stupid of me to do so now of all times. But nearly losing you...the thought of you being gone...you must know how very much I care for you. I hope that you do. And I have no expectations or anything, really. But I just need to be sure that you know.