STEDDIE.
I promise you he probably isn't. I think I understand what he might actually be feeling, though? When I was in another place before this one, I met an older Richie who told me what happened in our future. The one you saw. And you know who I was angry at? Me. That I wasn't there to help you when you needed it most. I literally couldn't function I was so fucking messed up over itAnd I still am
So, yeah. Knowing Bill, that's probably where his head's at x 10000. He's always felt responsible for all of us. He just needs to learn that some things are out of his control.