essek (thelyss) widogast is problemagic ✨ (shadowhand) wrote in valloic,
ZOYA | ESSEK
I know that the others would be happier here with all of their number, so I hope for their sakes especially that they fill out and none of the others are taken.
I do understand on a fundamental level that you are entirely correct. It is hard to remember sometimes, that is all. I am trying to be better, to be more aware of my choices and how they might impact others. I want to atone, in a way, though it has been a struggle to do that here, being so far away from the consequences of my actions, outside of how they have effected the others from my home. I digress, though. I know that I am lucky to have Caleb in any capacity, friendship or otherwise. I just hope to be there for him as he has for myself.