perc'ildan.
It's not really that. I know Vex is smart enough to decide what she wants.
I never let myself think about it. Not really. Not after what happened. Both with my family and...after. What I let myself become for so long. Orthax may be gone but...I still feel like there's a darkness in me.
And then there's the thought that...if you let yourself care so much about someone...you're setting yourself up to lose them. And I can't lose anyone else.
And just...maybe I don't deserve to be happy after the things I did in the name of vengeance.