DELENEIOS/JOSHUA
You don't have to defend it. I was just as paranoid. I still kind of am, if I'm being honest.
If I could give over my lives to share, I would. There is a lot of heartache with that that much time. The grief and loss are neverending. But it's the love of the people I am with that bring me back every time and I choose to be here. My advice, if you're willing to take it preemptively, is to make the most of the time you have. Missing the years you won't get back or wishing for something you can't have is only going to make things suck. And then what was the freedom for in the first place?